in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{idk when I talked about this but it was a long time ago.} 

_{but I just :’) still can’t believe shadows switching schools next year.} 

_{It’s 100%}

_{and he’s so *** calm about it.}

_{he even knows the school he’s switching to- I have a friend in that school in the same year but not the point-}

_{i just don’t get it.} 

_{I don’t want him to stay. not even a little bit. he stresses me out so much and I’m always worried about him or what he thinks or where he is and I don’t even like the guy and it makes me mad cos I *** hate him but I *** don’t. he’s just on the same level as every other guy in my class. except for those 2 new kids. no offense but I forget they exist all the time- they’re still friends with all the other guys in the class and they’re new to the beginning of the year so yeah they’re okay incase that wasn’t clear :p}

_{its just that I don’t know what anything would be like without him.} 

_{he completes 8a.}

_{hes such a big part of our class- I mean no offense again but sum people if they left it wouldn’t make much of a difference like idk.} 

_{he’s so different. and without him I can’t even think of an english class going okay. especially with that guy that switched to our class.}

_{he doesn’t bother anyone but he’s a nightmare for the teachers.}

_{I don’t get it.}

_{everyone hated him in year 7 and now he’s so popular, *so popular*}

_{everything would just change.}

_{I don’t care.}

_{i don’t care.}

_{I needa go study. I won’t last. :’)} 

_{if you see me on cups literally just scare me off.}

_{I can’t even get off-}

_{okayokay I’ll get off now- I’ll leave…-}

_{I love how I still haven’t started.}

_{I think I needa slap of motivation-}

okayokay

ill actually start-

.…..

like- now-

_{https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NwrtptFdP1I&pp=ygUSVG8gbXkgeW91bmdlciBzZWxm}

I’ve actually been studying.

_{https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=61RVCKEk1QE&pp=ygUMaGVyIGRvd25mYWxs}