in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
I thought I saw someone from my school but itās not them
i remember seeing 3 girls from my class in a mall and it was so scary but they never saw me. I walked right past them and they were just looking at one of the girls phoneĀ
I donāt think they wouldāve recognized me thoĀ
tw this is a random memory I just had. but in primary from year1 till now there was this one kid that would cause so much trouble. more than just any other kid I knew in primary :ā) everyone knew him for it and idk if I can give examples of the things heād done so I wonāt. and in year3 he was 8 and we had pe and in primary there arenāt any sets and girls and boys had pe together. and the teacher wasnāt nice but we had a substitute and they let me go get my water bottle from my class. I donāt know why I left it there. and my lead teacher was there and the kid was standing against a wall kinda crying and she was yelling really loud. and she told me to go when I got my bottle so I left. and after lunch we had art and he was crying and hyperventilating so bad and he was fully red and everyone kept looking at him or trying to talk to him but I guess the teacher knew why so she made everyone stop and she was kinda mad about it :ā) we werenāt even doing anything either way. he wasnāt hyperventilating really fast he was just taking really deep breaths idk how to explain it but it was like heād gotten stuck underwater for a minute, not a great example sorry. and at some point the person that was sitting next to the kid started pushing him (lightly) and trying to talk or yell and the kid was just stuck. he wasnāt blinking or moving and he was still really red so the friend started yelling that he needs help and another teacher came in and picked him up fully and they got him to a hospital out of the school and cancelled the expulsion-
he honestly was really bad, the things he did. and heās gotten suspended before so many times and me and my friends used to count how many times heād get detentions by different teachers in one day (we never said anything about him tho or maybe I just didnāt I donāt really remember). the things he did were just different. in a way I canāt put into words :ā) and I feel like he wouldāve gotten expelled earlier by any other school but idk if he deserved it. the next day he got worse brbĀ
Iām still at 3%. and I feel like I canāt move and my dad might come back soonĀ
my dad did come back at the time :ā) he locked himself in his room now tho. I think heās on a call. I have a minuteĀ
I thought I already posted that but it was just there and I didnāt actually click post.Ā
my dad went to sleep
nvm he just came out and went back so Iām gonna go :ā)
