in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
I keep seeing things in the corner of my eye or if I’m focusing on something else then right in front of me and I look and nothings there
4am
i saw a lizard. I’ve never seen a lizard before ever, I’ve seen a chameleon once it was so cool I could talk about it for so long. and a lot of grasshoppers :p and one time I saw an ant the size of a foot it was so huge for an ant and I screamed and I remember it so clearly it was ramadan and my brother was sick and he was sleeping and he woke up and he was like yeah it’s big but you don’t have to scream and wake me up.
omg and I saw a tiger one time
right in front of me
it was such an incredible moment I was half asleep tho
in primary arabic we watched this story about how tigers got their black stripes
it was fictional but I actually believed it :p for a pretty long time
I’ve been really wanting to run away
lalsljskwjdgegyd I really don’t know what I’m doing
4:28am
you know I was thinking
maybe
i should start sleeping
like a normal person
but
see
the thing is
i don’t want to
and I’m scared to
so.
I’ve had like 6 pieces of gum today I feel like it’s making me hungrier somehow
I’ve- never really understood systems :’) and now a lot of people are starting to say they think they’re part of one or something
the friend that like you know left for months and left me wanting to st.ab myself
sorry
yeah she was part of one
she used to explain them really well or the best she could.
tw^^
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