in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
set an alarm :’)
12:20am
why does the time change every time I look at it I just looked and it was 12:28
sent late cause I thought I heard my dad but now it’s actually 12:29
12:31
whys the time passing so slow
I really really actually wanted to sleep today :’) cause I’ve been breaking out so bad and I realized that when I actually sleep and wake up it’s all gone xD cause obviously a big part of it is poor sleep and stress.
it’s fine tho-
ill sleep tomorrow…
but actually the nights I was trying so hard to not sleep I’d always alwayss end up sleeping and now I really want to sleep and I can’t and now it’s too late anyway cause I wake up at 4 so what’s…rounding it down- 3 hours gonna do for me. even if I wanted to I can’t get 3 hours.
goodmorningg. 4:37am I woke up at 4am
I don’t even know when I slept somewhere around…almost-2am? I think- or maybe past 2am idk
felt so unreal and idk disconnected this morning I just woke up and started changing but my brain wasn’t- working.
4:42
ill get up in like 3 minutes.