in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
Tw sh details
I got home from school today. and I ran to the bathroom right away and locked myself in and fell to the floor and halfway through changing again I opened one of my pencil cases and I started drawing lines on my leg
i thought it was a blue/black pen but it was genuinely just red which was unexpected :pĀ
I drew three lines across my leg and I was like adjusting and everything
and the skin exactly around them would get red and swell up cause idk itās sharp i guess and around the lines it was kind of - highlighted? and it was deeper in the middle and sharp at the ends and it was just so satisfyingly realĀ
and I went over it again and again and it started to cut my skin and thatās when I picked up smth else and yeah
relapsed.
the teacher left the class and Iām trying to finish my hwšidk what Iām writing ofc but Iām almost done sheās already yelled at a few peopleĀ
I went to lost and found with someone in lead cause idk. I already looked in lost and found cause I lost my water bottle but she was going so I went with her and she was talking about smth so I wasnāt gonna leave her
and I ended up late to lead and
omg I just remembered I forgot to talk to that girl- and like make sure sheās okay :ā) hxsacdhceqdqeiinj I donāt see her until maths(third period..)Ā
chatgpt doesnāt know the context of like the story weāre answering questions about so I know i definitely donāt know what Iām writingĀ
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Iām so done Iām so done Iām so done Iām so done Iām so doneĀ
yeah so it doesnāt get better.Ā
It just gets worse from here.Ā
you know we have to fill in this form itās not the final decision but for gcse options and idk what to do :ā) it needs to be submitted in a couple of hours we had like a month
(my eyesight was getting worse so I took a break)
I know or like I think Iām gonna do psychology and business and then idk what the third things gonna beĀ
