in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
yh I never submitted itĀ
it wonāt accept responses anymore either and now it says the forms not found cause like ofc a couple of hours past
oh wellā¦Ā
today was a half day- at school cause well itās a half day every friday I just felt like mentioning it now
i had a horrible day but today I got home and I was home alone my brother was out with his friends my grandparents are supposed to be over but itās complicated and my dads at workĀ
and I donāt know why but. instead of like just not doing anything and sleeping or something because yeah that is what I do when Iām home aloneĀ :') I got so much done- like you donāt get how messy my bag is. itās a school bag could it really be that bad no itās horrible and the things Iāve found in there like thatās scary my bag is scary why do I have-Ā :')
I organized some of my wardrobe and my room
and yk this might not seem like a lot but I also um- fixed my pencil case ;-; my pencil case is scary too. Ā no but itās really scary in there. I was performing surgeryĀ
my heart idk how to explain it like I was anxious but I also kind of felt calm nd peacefulĀ
(also yeah I did poof for like 2 hours I donāt even remember what distracted me)
@iloveyouxx "poof" for 2 hours? That means...?
@slowdecline48
poof means like disappear or vanish without context (depends) so
The term "poof" in this context is a playful or humorous way to describe something disappearing or vanishing quickly, almost as if it were magical. When someone says, they are likely saying they're going to leave suddenly or disappear without warning, in a lighthearted or exaggerated manner.
Itās similar to saying, āIām going to vanishā or āIām going to make my exit,ā but with a fun, whimsical twist. It can also be used in a self-deprecating or joking way, implying an almost magical or effortless disappearance.
I thought you meant, like, mentally "disappeared"...spaced out for two hours or something.
@slowdecline48
mm yeah that too
today was short tho so Iām gonna talk about a lil
(I gave up and deleted everything but- but! ..idk.)
ā¦
Iām sorry but how does me venting go from triggering the crisis resource to it looks like ive issued an illegal request.Ā
bro.
no okay
i wrote a really really long post
i had to go so I went to click post and I was gonna finish it later but it triggered the crisis resource thing so I saved it
after that point I only continued talking about that for a while then I switched topics and went over everything to make sure like there were no crisisy wordsĀ
and this whole other page pops up like leaving cups and itās likeĀ
400.Ā Thatās an error.
Your client has issued a malformed or illegal request.Ā Thatās all we know.
btw I donāt actually know what itās saying like idk what Iām saying
but Iām being serious I didnāt even say anything bad. I didnāt even say smth like āIām gonna k.msā or anything like thatĀ
you wanna know what I was talking about. school drama. and yeah there were some fights but the only words I used were ājumpingā ājumpedā and āpunchedāĀ
okay to be fair. it was mostly school drama but hereās the twĀ
āTW very triggering I totally wouldnāt read/j/jĀ
(no but in all seriousness ummm TW grape, abuse, idk violent language? is that a term, ed, does- like- school violence count. like people getting jumped and punched and school drama and stuff. uhhhmmm. caps? anxiety? I donāt remember. cursingā¦.a lot of itā¦I know I never put a trigger on it but what if someone realizes those three * next to each other trigger them too.. my dads still talking bad about me okay bye xD)ā
but.Ā
now I just seem stupid but really it wasnāt that badā¦
like when I say grape I was just like I wasnāt talking about it I just said the word but the word doesnāt get censoredĀ
I donāt even think I mentioned abuse
and by violent language itās like the excessive cursing kind of
ed is just me talking about something Iāve been through but Iāve checked nothing should be triggering a censorĀ
caps idekĀ
anxiety was me talking about panic attacks for like 2 seconds
im tired. I wanted to be able to post thatĀ
in englishĀ
today wasā¦too much
I went to nurse
three times.
its history now (last lesson of the day) nd they didnāt let me go home
Ā hello there. :>In an arabic exam
I guess eveyrthing. Itās multiple choice Iām being serious Iām trying to understand but I canāt I havenāt learnt anything Ā idk any of it but pretending like Iām writing Iām good at thatĀ
Itās on a site I havenāt submitted yet
i can soo easily cheat right now but Iād rather just look dumb I donāt wanna stay in this set
nd how dumb I am like the average for our class is even worse and weāre one of the highest sets thatās why Iām not movingĀ
I guessed in like a pattern xD for all the questions. I wonder how high Iāll get from guessing.Ā
I know I can get better like yeah my teacher sucks like a lot but idk I canā¦go on duolingo or smth and when she is trying to teach I can understand better but tbh she makes me justĀ
idk.
anyways.
Its 8:37 nd we finish at 9:05Ā
then we have science.Ā
I hate scienceĀ
arabic and science theyāre the worst for me
nd I have scienceĀ
4 times a week
arabic 3 times a week
idk which I hate more
theyāre both so bad in similar aspectsĀ
like
people.
seating plan
the teacher
I hate being there sm like being there
anyways idk what Iām gonna do I finished too earlyĀ
a kid from my year 7 class just walked in asking for a laptop charger.Ā
he moved classes before year 8
i kind of forgot about him. this makes me feel so weirdĀ
my pen exploded in my bag everythingās so messy TT
I look awful.
guessed everything* Iām on low brightness sorry if there are other mistakesĀ
alsonthis kid wonāt stop staring T me itās scaryĀ
I never zone out looking at people I donāt trust my environmentā¦ :p
anyways
i got 5/30!!!
