in the wonders of my mind💗.

bro I feel high

anyways

7:15

in englsih 

the kid that normally sits next to me switched seats (thank goddd 😭 I’m not trying to be mean it’s not like I don’t like him cause he’s ‘weird’ I don’t like him cause he’s weird and thinks he can say stuff to me and my friends and just act the way he does but anyways idrc)

we’re reading

”reading” 

“no one has a book so everyone’s reading from their device” cause we lost our privilege of going to the library cause idk our behavior or smth

i walked in like 20 minutes late (I have a reason) and the teachers usually nice but when I walked in she was already yelling at the class this is how it went 

“*yelling tone loud xD* bakahkwgeyens I don’t remember what she was saying) blahajalhbka you guys can’t- why are you late.” “miss can I talk about it later becau-“ “okay” “baksgskahajajala continues yelling at class”

and I just walked to my seat

and sat down😎

I love how no one cared tho. no one even looked at me or anything and the teacher was just like kinda yelling at me in the middle of yelling at the class and then continued yelling at the class right after so it was like fast and like nothing rlly happened 

bro

theres this guy in my class

hes reallklyyyyyy popular and he’s always with like the most popular kids and stuff

and he’s chamaki and like actually a jerk he’s horrible 

but

okay wait we’re going to break

also wait 

really fast😭

@mytwustedsoul I never even got a notification for the upvotes or reply or anything but I just decided to check just in case and you did reply I’m sorry I’ll read it after school cause I have to go anyways hope you’re okay💙

I saw a cat.  like I think on Friday I was walking back from school and on the stairs that lead to those 2 doors of my apartment I see a cat and the second I acknowledge the cat I drop my bag and take out my school ipad and through those 2 doors you can’t see from there but the people inside can see you and there’s always that security guy sitting there but I don’t really care like anyways look at it look at the cat :3

btw like the whole time I was trying to take photos of her she kept like glaring at me and she was meowing a lottt right at me so I was like maybe she doesn’t like taking pictures 😭

also

when I put my ipad back in my bag and I was going in my apartment I opened one of the doors and she was about to like run in and I felt so bad but I had to go in quickly because I would’ve gotten in trouble if I let her in😭

i have more cat photos but wait 

I’ll brb xD

I just realized my dads gone

i should do smth

okay bye <3

…

can we talk about how *** some parents are at being parents 

like imagine not even being there as a parent to your daughter so the only way you could find out anything about her or what she’s doing is by every night waiting for her to go to sleep just to look through all her stuff 

imagine every time your daughter goes to the bathroom you stand outside quietly with your ear to the door (like wtf do you expect to hear *** bro) and even if your daughters just sitting in her room with the door open you’ll stand behind the thing literally in the creepiest way just watching her until she notices you or doesn’t and you’ll pretend to be doing something or like you were just walking in or something 

imagine having your daughter talk to other people about you and say she doesn’t consider you a dad but just a part of her childhood trauma 

imagine having your own daughter be scared of you for years. and imagine now every time you yell at her for anything she genuinely doesn’t give a *** like imagine now every time you’re yelling at her all she can think about is bro aren’t you the same guy (this whole bit was too rude ***)

imma stop it here

but bro

my dad

i had smth 

my dad went through my stuff while I was sleeping and he took it

I got more

hid them better and for longer until he found it and took it again

and it went on 2 more times and each time I’d get more 

this Tuesday when I tell you I’m gonna have like a *** bucket full  

I don’t even need that much tbh i want it but I’m not that desperate to own it 

im just doing it cause 

whyre you taking my stuff

im just gonna get more then

and this time he won’t even see a glimpse of that *** 

anyways

monday and tuesday are off next week

for idk I don’t remember and thursdays off too for academic review day :> 

my dads obviously not showing up 

and then after that so this week we’ll only be in school wednesday and fridays a half day and then one week after that and we have end of term break :>>> which is 3 weeks

i swear I feel like I already talked abt this

also

i kinda just randomly got sad a little while earlier

so I’m gonna go now :> byeee