in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
anyways can we talk about how amazing some people are theyre just so nice and you appreciate them a lot <3
@mytwistedsoul
*ehererer @mytwistedsoul rehrehrehg*
it’s okay if you don’t know what to say or something Im just genuinely grateful for you fr you’re awesome 💙 but just incase you didn’t see xD
@iloveyouxx I think maybe some people know what it's like to not be heard? Lol! Oh me 😳😅
Aww thank you for saying that. Tbh I have a good idea of what it's like to not have anyone in their corner. It's hard when there's no one cheering for you. You're such a sweet person too. I see the things you write to people here and you're really kind and thoughtful 💙 and even though you get quiet sometimes too - there's a lot going on for you 💙
Idk I think this sounds conceited. 😬 Or big headed something like that. It's not supposed to - I mean I didn't mean it that way. I was trying to generalize and now I'm over explaining 😅 🤪
hey everyone <3 I’m back to school so you already know I’m probably not gonna reply to anyone in like a week
something happened today and it wasn’t to me I wasn’t involved actually it didn’t even happen today it happened thursday when I was absent but the situation is still idk
it was another incident that happened. but um :’) this wasn’t jst like a normal incident and yeah normal incident doesn’t sound right but it is at my school.
im being serious this is definitely not probably definitely the worst thing that has ever happened in the school literally I’ve never heard anything even similar happen in any other school ever and everyone’s talking about it
it makes me so sad but I’m also just omg
normally i don’t talk abt stuff like this like bad stuff that happens at my school to my grandpa because it stresses him out a lot and he can’t handle that and he doesn’t deserve it but I was jst talking to him abt it for like an hour
every single parent got an email about it. bro that’s not normal. its smth that happened in my year and involves people in my year but every single parent got an individual email from fs1 to year13
bro I’m trynna talk to my dad abt it he’s like oh yeah you’re talking abt the Z thing right?
(literally nothing in the situation starts with or involves z btw that’s why I used z)
im so :’) so… like. bro. wtf.
my school is crazy in general and there’s sm crazy *** that is treated so normal bc we’re jst used to it like in Arabic today (I yapped too much and it’s also jst too weird to talk abt)
but this isn’t just crazy *** this is just oh my god
bro not gonna say their names but this British blonde skinny kid and this black not fat but big like tall and idk guy no one knows where he’s from cause he says a different place every time but in maths today I’m being serious I was like closer to the end of the table and like right next to me they were pretty much making out on the floor and I just looked at them and continued writing like I mean that’s normal
but I would’ve never expected something like this to happen in our school not in a million years
and *** im like talking to my grandpa and I’m like “we’re literally all 13 I don’t know what they’re doing” btw most people in my year are 13 I’m a year older because idk I switched like systems a lot so being in this year is right for me in this school but I’m a year older than everyone for some reason like just when I switched to this school
but ***. what are they doing. what are we doing bro to the point where like :’)
anyways
bye
I woke up early today nd I forgot we didn’t have school today :’) I’m jst waiting for it to get to 6:30 so I can wake up my brother
hey gusysyysss :>
its
1:27am
its lowkey early
i fel horrible
like
in my heart
theres this deep
idk how to explain it
it hurts
it kind of feels like a painful regret/guilt
and it’s like
sharp
bromall my posts lately have been so messy
and
jdj
i feel awful
im so tried
bye
(bro I wrote that like 2 hours ago. also in still awake and i genuinely feel like I’m abt t to faunt like rn)
bro said jdj ☠️ I meNt idk also ignire all the othermistakesesoryy
ik tneyre there herrem too im too tired ot
i got tired but u gwim
iI meed to find smth simehow that sounds like when my ears are ringing becauseand I need it to mske make sense
my esrs are ringing
hwsy the screen sorbbright
my hands are actually gong numb
my whole busy feels numb
im telling i im abt to faint i know it
bye
@iloveyouxx Hey are you ok? What's going on that's making you feel like you might faint? Maybe call for your brother or your dad or someone?
@mytwistedsoul
h they dont care
jdk what hapepend
also howre u stikl here
ur so nice
thank you soul
💙
i wake ip ofr school in like 10 minyets
i relaly cant do this
something si so wrong abt today
