in the wonders of my mind💗.

uhh.

brb

guyss!!!

I shld be higher for the second thing 😭 but idk how I’m even on the the first but it doesn’t matter guys omg. we’re so cool!! look at us 🥹 u guys are so awesome <3

🫂🫂🫂

Bro in arabic tday I had to like rewrite this thing on a new paper but this time it was looked at so I cld do it again but w no mistakes, nd I was like thinking this time it’ll be perfect nd my handwriting esp cs i wanted to focus on my handwriting 

um……

what’s h my dad doing

immactualk6 kind of scared

wallah I’m not jst sayung that eigher 

ehat th *** 

nah

okay im gnna continue cs I don’t wanna think abt that

so

i write the thing 

Nd I finally finish it 

then I back up ne lookm 

srry

i cant

bye

glamur, blondy, glamur, i brunetki. Ah, ah, mne nevazhno. Glamur- nash lifestayl. Glamur, babki. Glamur, inomarki

I had detention tday 

it ws fun tho 

tday ws fun.

skls been 

crazy tho lately

i swr theres too much i cld talk abt at this point that it’s like

omg

not now tho

i have to go now

byee 

hey guys. so tday I woke up like rllyyyy early (technically i didn’t sleep I was awake from 1am :> I took a little nap between 12:50-1am tho.) 

then I got up put my hair into heartless curls nd went on my device :> then I started talking to someone

same time zone btw their my friend irl

then we started calling

oh btw I was being loudd nd everyone was asleep I swr idk how I’m still here but like okay 

then 

they went to sleep

then they came bacj

okay imma try and summarize

so I’m half talking to them half getting ready until they actually have to go sleep 

then at I remember 5:26 am I’m completely ready like socks shoes hair everything nd it’s still so early ;-;

I open the water heater for my brother

cs

he showers in the morning

which bro especially in winter I can never do like on a skl morning. are u good. 😭 no but thing is I take 1 hour showers minimum nd everyone says theres nothing u shld be doing that would take u more than 30 minutes unless u jst sit under the water nd cry. but no I swr I’m actually doing stuff maybe it’s that pretty much my regular showers are like my everything showers bc I never feel clean enough nd it jst feels nice :> :D put me in a boring science class I will literally get so creative with pen all over nd around my hands. nd yes that does make me feel dirty. 

anyways okay lemme continue

then i wake him up but not too much nd I’m like what time do u want to wake up 😭 nd he’s like jst wake me up at 6:20 I’m like okay 6:20 

soo

wtv I’m on my device I get rlly cold so I get tucked in a fuzzy blanket 💀 nd I start to feel sleepy 💀 I was alr sleepy cs like obv I didn’t sleep 

like I cld barely keel my eyes open

so I’m vm my friend at the time nd I start to sound like I’m in drugs cs..

I sound like that when I’m sleepy

im like okay wait I’m jst gnna set a 5 minute alarm

5 minute alarm passes ne I set a second one

(also yes I’m tucked in with my full uniform on minus my shoes)

okay for context usually I wake up myself but times when I don’t or smth there’s someone there that like helps me in the morning they alr wake up early they js like there if I’m abt to be late nd their telling me to start rushing or smth

but

theyre away for a whjle

bc of a whole. Situation I’m not gnna talk abt rn

my dad was supposed to wake us up tday. He said he set an alarm nd everything. 

okay okay to summarize

i didmy wake u

i check the time

its 7:48 am

i panic

but I’m literally basically ready so wtv I put some stuff in my bag I take my skl device out of the charger I wear my shoes nd this doesn’t take any time at all cs I was alr ready

soo

then I’m abt to leave like I have everything nd I come across a mirror on my way out (I’m not out my house yet)

nd

i looked

so good

like my skin was skining 😭 nd my face was facing nd my hair was hairing nd 🥹 it was so perfect 

I used to literally fake sick being the innocent person I was jst bc I rlly didn’t wanna go back there

nd now I’m like rushing trying to get there before the gates close ( I’m alr late but the gates didn’t close yet) 

nd I was like thinking abt everything I didn’t wanna miss out on nd all the ppl I wanted to actually see tday nd all the funny things that happen in the lessons I had tday 😭 

plus I looked better than I did all week

i also wanted to see my ex cs it’s so funny to see them get embarrassed 😛 nd like that face he does every time he sees me it’s so funny 

bro is trying so hard to act like he moved on but bro the stuff I’ve seen this guy do every time I see him is

crazy

ill Talk abt it later

but then ***. I decide I don’t rlly wanna go tday 😭 no reason at all. nth bad I was thinking abt. in fact tday was gnna be such a good day. I jst decided I didn’t feel like it anymore?

so I wait for a little to see if my dads gnna wake up

then I slowly start unpacking changing nd quietly

oop bye I think I hear him

but yh I’m not in skl tday 

hey guys

i got kicked out 😛

Ill talk abt it later maybe 

bye guys 

alr alr I’m abt to talk abt everything that happened

ty guys sm btw for like being here nd everything u guys mean a lot to me okay wait lock in cs i have a lot to talk abt 😭 

nvm bye

bro what the ***