in the wonders of my mind💗.

@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers

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I don’t think I can talk abt it anymore tho 

wtv like it’s in the past i.g. I’m good tho. ty guys

u guys wanna see a poem I wrote. 

nvm it got censored nd it’s too long for me to figure it out :')

…

im

rlly

***

tired.

bye guys.

it rained tday here for the first time in like over a year 😀 nd I couldn’t rlly fully experience it because I was jst covering my hair nd running every time we had to pass it but in pe literally everyone got drenched our set was on tennis courts nd idk abt everyone else but pretty much most of the guys were on astroturf (u cld see them from tennis courts) tennis courts has more coverage things like it’s rlly high tho nd after experiencing that I realize that those literally do absolutely nothing. you’ll experience the same sunlight when you stand under one of them. the same amount of rain everything it’s jst there for nothing- oh but astroturf has nothing at all so literally all the guys were soaking wet coming up to english and in the hallways nd the staircase nd stuff 

oh and omg 

nvm I realized I never even talked abt that so what I was abt to say wouldn’t have made any sense 😔 

here’s some codenames. take them. 

Glass

leaf

pink

vampire

bracelet

orange guy (that one has a *very* long backstory) 

dragonfruit

carrot

lemon 

circle

bob the builder ( 😭 )

Galaxy 

sheikh 

Oreo 

btw these are jst random ppl me nd my friend have a codename for ;-; cs we’ll be like trying to tell each other smth abt smth that happened with this person involved so we’ll be like alr from now on that person is () nd then we can talk whenever nd it will never make sense to anyone else but us :> we have codenames for everyone it jst makes it easier. btw talk whenever as in we cld be like did galaxy jst tell orange guy to strip for him 😭 nd no one weld mishear or hear their names nd get confused yk. this isn’t for *** talking or smth 😭 *** no oh nd also those are jst a few :> but trust we have more 

tbh there are ppl we don’t like it’s jst we rlly don’t care enough to like actually…care.  ;-; we have our own lives who cares bro. like I might see them nd be like ew carrot then khalas idc tho 😭 it’s jst like ew I jst saw carrot. nd then I move on. like I rlly won’t be thinking abt this guy 5 seconds later 😭 

I don’t think there’s a lot of ppl in the skl I don’t like. like wait- there are ppl in the skl i don’t like but not a lot of ppl in the skl i don’t like that makes no sense 

anyways I’m hungry

did i mention the fact i took an….extended. nap after skl nd i like jst woke up. that was nice tho. I forgot to remove my makeup nd in the process after i woke up i lost like 5 lashes. It’s okay. :’)

okay but I’m still hungry.

😭 

i might get my glasses changed soon

wait

im like

rlly hungry

iys

distracting

disturbinb

not disturbing but like

i cant

do anything

because

its

rlly bad

im

rlly hungry

so I’ll brb 

bye guys
 

this is gnna be in white text for no reason at all. also tw vomiting 

I can’t sleep so I’m gnna talk abt smth random

oh yh

if u didn’t know already I have a huge fear of vomit nd vomiting ;-; nd if u also didn’t know already I used to have horrible car sickness when I was younger nd I used to vomit every single day for 2 years I’m not exaggerating 

my friend I love her sm but she has the weakest immune system istg 💀 she goes down with some illness like every other week. she got covid 5 times in the past 2 months. bro it’s 2025 whyre u still getting covid 😭 I literally didn’t even know it was still a thing until she kept getting it but my second aunt also caught the new virus thing ppl say it’s basically covid but like a new-?? Idk. same symptoms I guess but I don’t think it’s as bad btw that’s what someone else said idk anything abt it. I’m jst saying what I heard 😭 btw my aunts better now it was kinda a long time ago (like this month..but a long time ago) 

anyways. 

she’s back to skl again after getting covid again 😀 and being off for like a week. well she had it before but we’ve been back to skl for a week nd now she’s better. 

long story short she felt nauseous all day nd I was with her the whole time nd in English in the library it was like the end everyone left the library nd like right then we didn’t leave cs she got up nd sat in this place in the library (no one cld see us) nd I sat with her nd like the teacher jst left nd didn’t even notice 😭  

anyways long story short she started gaging nd I was literally like I wanted to stay with her but my legs kept getting up to run nd I kept sitting right back down

then   

( I jst came back I was writing this like an hour and a bit ago then I had to go idk how it’s still here 😭)

long story short she vomited nd I still stayed with her oh my god guys I’m so nice ;-; I’m so tired omg. 

I got a teacher

nd I got her tissues

and I went with her to the bathroom  

and I comforted her and stayed with her 😎 help u do good things without needing other ppl to know idk what I’m doing 😭 

anyways

shes coming tmrw

shes good now

yaaayayayayayyyy 

❤️ 

okay bye now 

bro what the hel. 

I got this like rlly formal pm nd it’s basically like I had to remove a few of your posts on this thread bcs it was talking about a ban and suggested offsite contact which isn’t allowed etc etc thank you

…

bro

i was so confused

so I looked up the thread 

nd it’s the thread I replied to like a week ago checking in on my friend 

and I was like kind of confused because I couldn’t find her pms anymore and I was jst like I hope you’re okay ilysm wtv idk

then this is her member acc nd someone else is fronting nd they tell me her account got banned

nd wtv she misses us (dw someone else said they couldn’t find her pms as well) she’s trying to get her account back

nd that’s it

nd I reply I’m like tysm tell her I miss her a lot I hope she’s okay etc etc

thats literally it

when did I suggest offsite contact. 

…

wtf

wtv tho

im jst confused 

no

no

no

no

no

no

no

*** *** *** ***

I’m good now…..

bro

this is so random

but

                                                              ☠️ 

that’s literally all I’m saying

okay bye now