in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
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can I talk to someone 😅 like not a listener jst anyone I jst want anyone here like idk a friend that I can rant to
i can jst
rant
here but it’s different
if anyone’s on or u see this later can you reply
i jst wanna talk to anyone
anyways
i sTiLl sEe uR sHaDoWs iN mY rOoM
mb it was getting a bit too serious
I’m scared
okay bye
@iloveyouxx im here, if you still are
*sits and waits 🪑*
@unassumingEyes (waits with Eyes) Sorry I'm a couple of days late 😕 Are you okay? 💙
@mytwistedsoul
dw. I never even got the chance. kinda stupid of me tho- I have exams and *** happens why am I stopping to vent abt it. u jst- move forward. I guess. Its 5:59am nd istg it’s jst the only time I can do something I want to like the only time I can log in here or smth
everything jst keeps piling on the stupidest thing i cld do is stop and talk abt it like bro *** 😭
anyways
dw abt it nd yeah I’m fine 💙 thank you 💙
@iloveyouxx It's early morning for you and 10pm here. Sometimes we need to take a moment or two to vent. It's like a pressure relief valve. Exams sound horrible. I have to admit as often as I see you and Eyes and a few others talk about taking exams (which seems like all the time) I'm glad I'm not in school anymore!
@unassumingEyes
❤️
@iloveyouxx hope youre feeling better 🫶
@unassumingEyes
help where did the replies go 😭
<33 i am🫶🏼ty💕
:’)
too much has been happening in a day
im so exhausted
@iloveyouxx "im so exhausted" yeah, I hear that... Not much energy over here, either.
@slowdecline48
:’) ❤️
it cldve been worse
??
wtv
I mean life’s not that bad
i still think abt what I went thru in the past couple of years
esp the last 3 years
im so grateful to be where I am right now
I’m kind of scared for my future tho
i don’t think I can do it
like
my grades are ***
I didn’t focus enough in the beginning of the year so now everything’s feels impossible
I got my report card
my dad hasn’t seen it
but I did
I feel horrible
genuinely tho life’s not that bad
i feel like I can handle so much more so much better
i wldve had a panic attack abt smth that happened tday if i ws still in year 8
but I ws jst laughing so hard 💀 nd I started arguing back nd bro didn’t know what to say
in general I got so much more confident
lifes been fun like
idk
but my dad keeps saying things like he’d find hair on the floor nd he’d keep yelling nd be like keep doing all of this so u can look good for a day of skl but when u grow up nd go to uni nd get married you’ll be completely bald etc etc shsjsjsjsjjsjskdkd
bro
youve been bald since u were like 15
can u not talk
he doesn’t rlly care abt my grades anymore
he never rlly actually cares abt what I’m doing he jst enjoys the feeling of- idk how to explain it
but I care
im scared
idk
anyways
Your dad sounds like a bit of a tyrant, TBH.
@slowdecline48
yeah…
In english rn
@iloveyouxx So when you were in Inglefish class, it was around noon your time? When do you get lunch break?
(I presume grade schools in UAE have lunchtime for students)
@slowdecline48
we do and we have lunch at 12:25 - 1:05
I didn’t go skl tday
i ws too sickle 😔 ( why tf did I js find out there are like 10 different meanings to that word.. bro I thought I made it up 😭)
by sick I mean literally like…imma jst say it’s bad cs I don’t feel like talking rn
OH YEAH smth rlly rlly funny happened yesterday
I’m kinda like rlly tired tho..
I don’t know what to talk abt
theres
a lot
there always is
nd it js
builds
its not like it gets less or smth
so it’s always jst a lot
what am I saying 💀
man 😔 I thought I ws gnna go out w my friend tmrw but she has this like idk competition thing
we were gnna get uber after skl (her mom wouldn’t wanna drive us idk 😭)
nd since it’s friday
nd
feb 7
we’re literally on a break now 💀
she lives far
nd it’s more complicated to get an uber to my house then to
wait
