in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
ever since i could remember- every single time I fall asleep my face smiles.
and yes my face- not me. I don’t smile.
and it doesn’t hurt.
which is new to me
Idk how my real smile would look like.
but I try my best to fake smile pretty. when I fake smile I do look pretty but it hurts the back of my jaw and lower jaw.
and now I’ve noticed that even with reasons to smile I still fake smile.
I could have a real reason to be happy but I’d still fake it.
my smiles are meaningless.
nd my happiness doesn’t matter to anyone huh.