ki's quiet place. 🩷
oh- hello! <3 this is just a place where i can freely write what's on my mind, sooo.. here i am :3 not sure if u wuld want to stick around, it might be a lil boring :') 💕 honestly, i just created this because my friend said sometimes, i needa be heard. and it's tru- people really do need to be heard! nobody gets better if they don't sy anything. 💗
replies are okei <3 i luv meeting new people :0
Nobody suffers alone, keep that in mind 🩷🥺
- ur one and only ki <3
bye.
@yyeyiiLy
kiemi…? 🥺
@yyeyiiLy
i hope you’re safe friend.. 🥺🩷
doing it later : ) 🩷
@yyeyiiLy
kiemiluv🩷?
*waits*💕💕you’ll come back💓the world won’t let us lose the most beautiful soul to this ever💗
ki💕?count to 60 for me💖
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that was actually harder to type out than I thought- :P💜hehe yur more patient than me :P💓
you’re strong enough to live💖I know what the worlds starting to look like now. but staying strong and pushing through is the best thing you could do and you can prove that you’re able to💗it’s not that simple- it never is and it’s so so hard.🩷but it won’t be like this forever, time can change so much, years pass and school does too and you move to different places and you move on and forward and moments aren’t forever time is but times aren’t I know you’ll get through it- not even think- I know you will💗
@iloveyouxx
you're such a sweet friend 💜 this is proof right here of that. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awe🩷I try to show I care🩷(becos I really do :P hehe :P I really do🩷) I love you.🩷
@iloveyouxx
we need more people in the world who care 💜 ik you probably might not see it in yourself… but your a good, sweet friend nadia. 💜 *sends lots of love and warm vibes to nadsies* (still working on that reply 😔 i’m so so sorry)
@iloveyouxx
you're too sweet...
sorry. im too tired to type more. i wish i really was as strong as you say i am. but i'm not. im sorry.
“tomorrow will be a better day.”
mhm. i trust you. but i trusted you too late. there won't even be a tomorrow for me now. i really did try at this life- i really did try. but it wasn't enough. nothing i ever do is enough. well.. i'm sorry. im too tired. of life. and i'm sick of myself. so bye. unless i somehow survive. but i'm not gonna let that happen.
@yyeyiiLy
im kinda late 😔 this is a bit worrying… :( *sends love and strength* im not exactly sure about what’s going on kiemi friend but i’m just hoping your safe and that you will be :( keeping you in my thoughts, i love you
@yyeyiiLy
ki..?
*sits and waits for you*..
...mm. i guess i'll always be too scared.
@yyeyiiLy
*hugs if okie* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs back*
@yyeyiiLy
i think the fact that your here today shows your bravery, kiemi. <3 *masiiivee hugs for you*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
awwe. im just too scared to leave but too scared to stay.. dont think that;s bravery :')
@yyeyiiLy
aww - um - im sorry i think i misunderstood you then… :') i meant i’m glad your here-here and i think it’s brave of you to be here-here. 🥺 or maybe that didn’t make sense either i’m sorry 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it's alright 😭 i dont think anymore nowadays- uhmm let me use my brain real quick.
*thinks thinks thinks thinks thinks* 🥺🥺 thank you 🩷 you dont need to be sorry i think i misunderstood- you're very kind <3
wait why does that sound wrong
im sorry i think i forgot how a conversation goes-
@yyeyiiLy
*keeps hugging* it’s okies friendo. and idk how conversations go either lol i think they just happen and unfold slowly. and sometimes quickly but idk 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugssss you backk 🥺* yep- that sounds right 😭 <3
@yyeyiiLy
@yyeyiiLy
you have no idea how happy i was to see your upvotes and you being back 🩷 i know it’s really, really difficult to be here, to live, but you’re not alone in this, okay? you don’t have to be alone, you have me and other cups friends who love you and care about you so so much, more than you might believe 🩷 we’re here for you 🩷
@justmeeva
its probably gonna take some time for me to believe it, but thank you 💕🥺🥺 *sends love and care to you*
@yyeyiiLy @justmeeva
*sits with you both if okay* i think it’s ok if it takes time to believe it all. <3 it’s okay… it’s hard. it’s really hard. and it takes time. but that's okay - we have time. 💜 maybe we can try to remind each other that we are loved and cared for. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits with you two as well* <3
mhms, i agree 🩷
@justmeeva
your just the sweetest eva friend 🥺 i agree with you 💜
kinda wanna deactivate my account and start over. :') i've thought about it so many times.. but i'm not sure why. what's the point even? i do so many pointless things..
hmm. i think i'll just- listen to my intrusive thoughts and do it-
@yyeyiiLy
*no pressure to read/respond* sometimes it feels nice to just have a fresh start 💜 but - um - just a little note, when you deactivate your account that’s not the same as deleting it. <3 your account is still there if you deactivate it.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah i dont think i want to delete this account hehe 🩷
@yyeyiiLy
<3 deactivating on here is kinda the same thing as going on a break.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i might come back to this one.. but idk if i really want a fresh start
@yyeyiiLy
aw that’s okay ki friend. perhaps you can… idk, take some more time to think about it/reflect a little more? <3 to find out whether or not you want to have a fresh start. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
uhm i dont think my brain is working today... i made the new account without even thinking - 😭
@yyeyiiLy
oh - um - we're not allowed to have more than one member account. we can have one listener account and one member account (you have to be 15 to be a listener) but… yeah. maybe you can go here to get the new account deleted…? or if you want to keep the new one and delete this one you can do that…? you have to submit a request to do that
or idk :') 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mm can i delete this account then?
@yyeyiiLy
wait im dumb i just reread your reply nvm-
@yyeyiiLy
awww your not dumb dw. what happened though…? 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i briefly read over your original reply and asked a question that the answer was already in your reply-
@yyeyiiLy
oh hehe okie, no worries friend. 💜
@yyeyiiLy
mhm sure, if you want to <3 i think you have to enter the email you used for this account and the username. and then ask them to delete it. <3
@yyeyiiLy
@LoveMyMoonflowers
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@yyeyiiLy
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she doesn't think she's pretty.
how? i literally hear people saying she's super cute. and i tell her that. and she just blushes and says they are so kind. but she doesn't believe them.
that girl is me. i wonder if i'll ever be able to believe that im pretty. but i just think im average, tbh.
dang.
