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slowdecline48 June 24th, 2022

The title explains itself.

If you're interested in the ramblings of a middle-aged man with chronic conditions who, at times, sees things a little too clearly for his own good, then read on.

Sometimes I get political, but it won't be all the time.

I don't mind comments in general but if you're going to differ with what I write, that's fine--as long as you can explain your position clearly & reasonably. Rants, shouting & general incoherence will be ignored or flagged, depending on the situation. Try to remember that not everyone else in this world holds your beliefs.

Every so often I may post art or snapshots of projects I'm working on.

If you're still interested after reading all the above, great. (I do wonder at how much time you have on your hands, though)

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slowdecline48 OP November 27th, 2025

Am not in a Thanksgiving mood because a little while ago I had a vicious stomachache, & now my head hurts.

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Amanda84 November 28th, 2025

@slowdecline48

Feeling any better?

Sending you hugs, on the off chance you won't hold it against me 😂😂

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slowdecline48 OP November 28th, 2025

@Amanda84 I wouldn't hold it against you, no... 😏

Why would I mind a hug from a bonny lass?

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Amanda84 November 28th, 2025

@slowdecline48

Wise 😂

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slowdecline48 OP November 28th, 2025

What if I said that I hate the holiday season, & am not into holidays in general?

What would you think, gentle reader?

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Amanda84 November 28th, 2025

@slowdecline48

I think, me wouldn't be surprised 😂😂😂

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slowdecline48 OP November 28th, 2025

Yeah. I resonate with that GIF...only difference is I wouldn't have that stupid elf hat on my head.

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Amanda84 November 28th, 2025

@slowdecline48

I couldn't imagine you wearing it 😂😂

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slowdecline48 OP November 29th, 2025

Cold nights & mornings now....

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Amanda84 November 30th, 2025

@slowdecline48


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slowdecline48 OP November 30th, 2025

@Amanda84 I hear that, O winsome daughter of the emerald isle... If I were there & if you wanted, I would

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slowdecline48 OP November 30th, 2025

Am recovering from the excesses of yesterday evening..."Hold all my calls, Alice"

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slowdecline48 OP November 30th, 2025

Thinking about what I've been trying to do every so often, lately (nothing to do with my land)...except for last night, thus far it has been without result. 🤔 Maybe I have to go about this more intelligently...

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slowdecline48 OP December 1st, 2025

I've never used T1kT0k. Never needed to. There are plenty of YT videos reposting &/or commenting on T1kT0k trends.

If you ever need fuel for misanthropy, either T1kT0k or YouRube has more than enough. On those platforms you can see human nature at its most unpolished--& honest.

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slowdecline48 OP December 1st, 2025

Klaatu barada nikto

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slowdecline48 OP December 4th, 2025

A dream where some guy had a lumpy thing he said was a silver bracelet & tried to sell it to me for $100 (I didn't buy it)...now I'm awake & dazed enough that I'm still lying down....

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slowdecline48 OP December 5th, 2025

[cw: slightly adult humor]

HOW I FEEL ABOUT CHRISTMAS*:

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And the best one, courtesy of Simon Bisley:

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*and Mariah Carey, for her shrill voice & whoring of Christmas commercialism

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Amanda84 December 5th, 2025

@slowdecline48

Not Christmas without Mariah 😂😂

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slowdecline48 OP December 9th, 2025

At some point I always return to the brute fact of mortality...not just mine--everyone's. (Since 2014 I've been death-obsessed at times) And for everything else. One day the Earth will be burned up when the Sun goes red giant. One day--by then there won't be days or nights anymore--the solar system will reach the end of its lifespan. At some point in the very far future the Stelliferous Era will be finished & no more stars will form from gas & dust & space debris, etc...

Then I think, as I usually do, that it would've been better for everyone concerned if the universe had never existed to begin with.

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Amanda84 December 9th, 2025

@slowdecline48

Wow, how refreshing 😂

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slowdecline48 OP December 9th, 2025

@Amanda84 welcome to efilism.

I don't call myself an "efilist" as I'm not heavy into it & find most labels quite limiting...however I definitely sympathize with it. Efilism is related to, & the logical extension of, antinatalism (a more well-known philosophy). The inevitable Wiki article is here.

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Amanda84 December 9th, 2025

@slowdecline48

Efilism , now there's a lovely lesson fir breakfast 😊 

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slowdecline48 OP December 10th, 2025

@Amanda84 Efilism & antinatalism are rare exceptions to my usual practice of ignoring all modern philosophies... I maintain that since the emergence of poststructuralism ("po-mo") in France after WW2, philosophy in general--or at least in the secular West--has slid downhill & is unworthy of serious attention.

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slowdecline48 OP December 9th, 2025

My post in the Disability forum is starting to get attention & replies now...

Guess it's not too surprising. Surely I am not the first chronic person to utter such observations, since so many of us crippled folk have the same problem.