Sometimes I
Wish that I
Could do more
Than I can
I want to try
To help the ones
Who helped me
If I can
@DaveMarx ❤️❤️
https://youtu.be/0LM4-TqhiaA?si=4qqu4P4OkAJRW7SU
A video that men should see and that women might want to as well
@DaveMarx This was amazing to listen to. So much needs to be changed and worked on. I actually saved it to my playlist so I can listen to it again. Thank you for sharing this!
Another day, another nightmare
All my thoughts are gonna strangle me
I knew it wouldn't be fair
But I it's like life is tossing to me, actively,
Every problem it can think of
Every person who could hurt me
Every illness it can conjure
And it never let's me be
I knew I wouldn't be here forever but I didn't think the time would be this short
I gave alot of myself to this and to you, and now I'm not sure what it was for
Life never sits still
It doesn't care for your plan
Best to just move on
Move on while you can
My heart is just not in it anymore, and I couldn't change that if I tried.
Would it help to see me as the bad guy in this? Would that satiate your pride?
Life is always changing
Every moment that it can
And you have to change with it
Or take entropy's left hand
https://youtu.be/60Ci2NuLb5I?si=d0jriH7E6GUNiIhv
Social Economics Mathematics
Wednesday, September 3rd, 2025
Alot happened today. I was at orientation for second job when I got the notification that the first job let me go. They knew what was happening and said they'd work with me but I guess they decided otherwise.
Today is the last day for rent without a late fee. Last month, I had to pay the whole thing because roomate is financially irresponsible. I cannot do it this month and it doesn't seem the roomate is going to pay anything. So we're going to get evicted. I will have to go back to living in a tent.
I tried very hard to be the helpful and reaponsible one. And I was taken advantage of in both my home and work life. It feels like I truly am undeserving of a normal life.
One of our USA Founding Father's was once asked if he believed in luck. His answer was "Yes. And I find that the harder I work, the more luck I find."
I am still a little saddened by the way I was let go from my previous job. I had put in alot of effort there.
But I am lucky that I kept working where I could and now I'm being promoted to full time right after completing basic orientation.
I have to wake up at 3am now... but that's gonna be okay.