Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
ok. cool. no that’s just great. thanks life.
i’m gonna go no words just- .
@justmeeva
*hugs*
@justmeeva @yyeyiiLy
*hugs for both if okie*
@justmeeva *sits and waits* 🪑
*sigh*.
idk. idk how i’m gonna tell her. idk how i’m gonna explain it. she’s not gonna understand. she’ll be mad, saying it’s stupid. so chances are, i won’t say anything at all.
but that idea of hers - not happening.
maybe some people just aren’t meant for this world..
@justmeeva At the risk of this sounding all wrong - maybe it's not so much that some people aren't meant for this world but maybe this world isn't meant for some people
Some people are just good and kind - beautiful souls and the world is so harsh and cold and takes advantage of them 💙
i feel so.. far away and lonely.
@justmeeva
*sits with you if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits* <3
being an imperfect perfectionist is such an underrated struggle.
honestly, sometimes i just wish i could quit talking. irl. i’m so incredibly bad at it i don’t even know how it’s possible. i speak as little as needed tbh but still. it’s still too much. i just- don’t know how to talk.
the sky rn-
it looks so- magical.
@justmeeva
omigoshiii! so so lovely 🥺
@justmeeva That's so beautiful! Love the colors! 😊