Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i- i just have no words at this point. just ok. cool. great.
death would be a welcome visitor right now lol.
so this is the start of the end.
my birthday is in a month. exactly in a month. or, well, it was exactly in a month a few hours ago. the 14th. i’m not sure if i’ll see it tbh.
maybe i’ll stay 14 forever.
so she has started to ‘work on me’.
gave me a list of things i should do every day
@justmeeva what- just. What-
She really doesnt get it-
@unassumingEyes
nope. she doesn’t. :')
“socialising and experiences” my ***.
those are one of the *** reasons i’m like this