Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
but like… exhausted. drained. and it’s not going away. that’s probably not a good sign.
the thoughts really aren’t leaving me alone huh. can’t say they’re very positive.
if only i could escape them.
“nothing ever lasts forever”
going down again.
interesting.
day to day. weekend to weekend. month to month. school break to school break. birthday to birthday. that’s how i live.
thoughts thoughts thoughts.
sometimes i wonder why everyone hates me and then i remember who i am and i’m like “oh *** that’s right”.
brain’s braining gotta deal with it. alone.
@justmeeva me sorry u were alone last night 😔 hru now love?
@unassumingEyes
it’s fine, not your fault. 🩷
i’m okayish, wbu?
@justmeeva i just had a scare but im glad ur oki-
@unassumingEyes
*hugs if oke*
@justmeeva *hugs*
@unassumingEyes
how’s eyes friend feeling now?
@justmeeva
*sits with you*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits* 🩷
@justmeeva
is evabuddybeanie okie? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm. how’s nibuddy? missed you 🥺🩷
@justmeeva (reply limit) better <3 hows u?
@unassumingEyes
i’m glad to hear that 🩷
me’s okay i think <3
