Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
tw
so i got a scratch from my dog bc she was excited and jumped on me and it’s on my wrist and it has that thin line of blood and everything and now i kinda have the urge to make more of them uhmm-
imagine your dog making you want to relapse like come on bffr-
i don’t think i will tho, even though it’s really really tempting now that i think about it-
i remember when i used to post just the semicolon (;) here when i had a hard time since it’s a sign of choosing to keep going and continue when you could’ve.. not, but i don’t anymore because i don’t choose to keep going i just have to.
anyway i’ll go now and *deletes lol but i’m safe i guess* <3
my neck hurts from crocheting lol
i haven’t written in black in so long it feels weird and wrong
anyways i’m about halfway done but i ran out of yarn so i gotta go buy more after dentist
i tried color changing for the first time and i did.. okay i think. for the first time i think it’s okay.
@justmeeva
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