Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
things are looking a little *extra* impossible and overwhelming tonight.
… mom almost saw something she shouldn’t have seen. that was way too close. *** you gotta be more careful eva.
yet another thing i did *not* want to know. greattt..
@justmeeva *sits with eva*
@unassumingEyes
*sits* <3
@justmeeva
thinking of you, my lovely friend. i miss you :') i’m so sorry i haven’t been on as much as i’d like to be… 😞 ni friend has been a busy bee, travelling around the city :') when i’m home i don’t seem the have the mental energy to reply to some tags especially the longer messages… :') so i’m sort of on a break. 💜
i love you friend 💜 i’ll try to reply to your tags soon.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aww it’s completely okay nibuddy 🩷 i did notice you were a little away, i just hoped and hope you’re okay 🥺 i’ll wait for you, but take all your time alrighty? i love you too 💕
@justmeeva
awwe 🥺 :') just eva beanie being her vvv understanding self always. 💜 i appreciate you, and love you lots ✨ more ✨ 😎 lol 💜
we’ve arrived home earlier today so i have some time to chill on cups 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*1h later although i planned to answer all this time but so many things kept me busy*
ni ni ni no no no. smh we’ve talked about this. it’s not possible to love an eva more than an eva can love a ni. how do you love more than endlessly? 🤨🥺 it may be a tie but more? nonono. /lh i swear despite how it might sound
@justmeeva
“it’s not possible to love an eva more than an eva can love a ni” 🥺 omg this entire post was so funny and adorable lol whyyy 🥺😭😂💜 hmm 🤔 we can have a tie then 💜 *gives you a trophy* 🏆✨
*the future* ⬇️
me sitting 🪑 trying to think of a way i can bypass our deal and win 🤔🤔🤔🤔 but you don’t know that 😎 shhhh it’s a secret ✨
i think just being loved by evabuddybeanie means so freaking much 🥺 and being loved endlessly? 🥺😭
and nuuu i don’t think there’s more than one of youu, there can’t be 💜 you’re unique 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*out of words because crying of “awwhhh”* 🤧😭 *just hugs you because “awwhhh”* 😭🩷
@justmeeva
🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭💕💕💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
exactly my brain right now 😭🩷
cool.. thanks life.
you really can’t let me have a single *** okay day huh.
if nothing changes soon enough, it’s gonna be another fun night.
@justmeeva *sits with eva and hopes brain is kind*
i just found something i made a few months ago. it’s.. oof.
*my brain having a debate right now*
to send it or to not. i’m really close to.. but i’m scared of what will happen next.
i d k.
