Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
it was not, in fact, boring nor eventless.
and don’t get me wrong now, there was no drama or anything, it was just.. i liked it more than i should have.
especially the last half, it was cool. and awesome, and wholesome. i felt all the feelings i’m supposed to avoid. it’s gonna pay me back tho. one day. and ohh when that happens..
well ***.
my mom sent me a video of that party. how am i supposed to forget and let go of it now? i loved it so much. ***. *** *** ***. guess i’ll just let it destroy me more then. yay..
those absolutely heartbreaking scenarios again. they feel so real..
..
so many changes of emotions, so quickly, sometimes multiple at once- man i can’t do emotions.
ohh siblings really know how to test your *** limits don’t they.
@justmeeva yes, they do
@justmeeva
yep.
if music didn’t exist, idk what i would’ve done.