Eyes

Hi my name is Tiffany but I go by Tia or blue. I currently do not know where to start I will say That January 27,2025 I gave birth to a 10lb2oz baby boy who was beautiful everything was perfect until I held my baby after all the time we spent and he started turning blue. His eyes reminded me of a warm place that I could go to and relax and I feel no pains at all. My baby boy was all I had I finally got to get rid of the anxiety the anger the stress and more and losing him brought it all back. I been on 7 cups for some time and I will say that I have had so many help me cope and I appreciate it so much I really do. I see that my days are slow but they are going to get better for me one day. I just finished school today an graduate in July and throughout my whole pregnancy me and baby boy did classwork and all together and when I lost him I thought I lost hope in school but I know he would want me to finish. I need friends to talk to who won’t judge me I’m in a space where trust is hard for me and I feel that all will judge me and that no one will have my back like my baby boy did.