Where Dragons Live/Hang Out ⛰️🏔
@theboymoana
Hi, I wanted to create a space where we could talk, I know u ain't much active n gcs anymore and I do miss talking with u and I worry about u. So maybe if u wanna we can talk here, share how life is going, challenges and anything.
I wonder how did meeting with ur parents go today? I'm here for u if u need and it's ok if you don't too but if u need to vent or anything here you can and I can listen ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ 🍪🍪
@ALeXaNdEr0712
hey alex I miss talking to I try to go in gc more like before but isn’t very good place for me a lot especially what happen at thanksgiving time.was just very bad and every thing happen in chats and with my family and thanksgiving and stuff was bad idk
but I like have this space to talk feel better here to talk to things just visits with my family is really hard and sometimes I don’t want see them because saying bye feels like they take me away over over but I’m scared to never see them again so I don’t tell any one but every time have to leave just cry and is worse feeling 😢😢😢
I get to see them for two hours at my house but just want to stay with Lani whole time I miss him so much and miss him let me stay in his room and stuff so I’m not alone all night but idk is just really worse time to me
you ok though ? I like the little dragon
@theboymoana
Yea :/ I know Thanksgiving was bad I'm sorry u had to be alone, I know last year was real bad and everything went wrong ): How was ur Christmas tho and New Year?
Yea it's hard to visit family and then leave everytime it does feel like the first time when they took u away :/ but did u get to see ur cats and bunnies? It is scary to feel u won't see them again and must make it harder everytime u leave and yea I know it's hard to miss Leni he was always real nice to u and nights have always been difficult for u but how are things now with new meds that help u sleep?
I'm ok thanks, I'm glad u like the dragon (: I can find one for u which color u said u want? Yellow? Let me know about ur day I wanna hear yea and if u need vent or snap or anything I'm here to listen just write and I'll reply as soon as I can ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ 🍪🍪
Lani* lol sorry autocorrect
@ALeXaNdEr0712
yea thanksgiving was worst and then when ended up in hospital more worse because had to be all alone besides nurse or doctor or other person I forget there called just it was scary and I’m scared to get like that again have some one take me back there
Christmas is okay just missed my family but rest ok I like helping make cookies and foster peoples family is nice to me and like presents and making things at dd center for holidays
just miss my family so much.got to see them Monday after Christmas we do Christmas then and I get stay there longer then normal visits I always see my pets I go home wish can bring them here with me
they put me on two sleep medicine now and usually work good to make me sleep because one makes me really really sleepy fast but the other one makes me sleepy slower for long time just still have bad dreams. I am happy is helping seizures though because really hate them so much and want to surf all time again
yellow and blue dragon ! If find one that will be so cool but a nice dragon not a scary one ok 😂
you know they are making my parents take class about being parents and disabilities and autism and stuff☹️I’m afraid they going to make extra rules and things before get go home I don’t like so much changes i want things how they use to be
im going to get book for challenge tomorrow probably I will tell you what one ok 🐻🐻🍪🍪
@theboymoana
:/ yea hospital is scary and is worse when u arr alone and dunno the people there and dunno if they gonna be nice and worse when u were already feeling real bad cause of what happened
It's good foster family is nice and u got to have 2 Christmas :0, how are things at dd center? U still go just an hour? :0 no bad dreams med sounds good I want some lol it's good sleep is helping u with seizures I know is hard for u to take sleep meds and sleep but body needs rest u know to heal and function and it's real good u will be able to surf again
Yea changes are hard and it's scary to think there's gonna be more rules but that's how it is sometimes u know the law and everything and I think sometimes it is good too cause it helps u be safer and improve like with sleep meds ain't easy but sometimes is necessary to be healthy and growing and enjoy things and I hope now ur parents are attending those clase u will be able to go back home soon, u know my mom was in a place like that once where she had to learn how to be a mom it was real difficult too tho I dint remember much, yea let me know about the book and maybe I can read it too cause I need something easy to read I ain't good at reading stuff too many words and stuff I'm trying to find a dragon XD
I'm real glad we can talk I missed u a lot ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ 🍪🍪🍪
I can't find a Yellow dragon but look :0 I found this
@ALeXaNdEr0712
really like reading dragons wish I have them dragons for real
@ALeXaNdEr0712
yea I don’t want to go back never have to be all all alone that way before was scary
things at dd center are ok I have go whole morning because judge approve me go there instead regular school since work on same things would in life skills room at school but I have to go whole time for attendance is like school just if have really really worse day can go early but mostly have stay until 3 hours but have goals and stuff work on and do therapy to help hands and stuff but mostly is fun things so is ok
they make rules list I can see every where so remember stuff more and even here at foster people they do that and have how to do stuff so can learn and remember all steps to things
just don’t understand how come is ok they are parents to my brothers and is ok but not to me I don’t understand and kind of make me sad because disability advocate person show me scores and stuff of evaluations things they make me do when judge decide dd center is ok or not and my scores very bad I don’t understand because don’t feel so stupid and behind like papers say but she say my brain doesn’t know how keep me safe on own yet and is thing need to learn before can go places and need to learn things like how get help if need that and what to do get hurt or something scary happening and let me go place alone is why thing keep happens to me
I get two books to try for challenge library person help me check out on library app I like do that so I can change word size and easier to hold iPad then book and have to turn pages with my hands will show picture of the books ok
hope you are ok friend 🍪🍪🐻🐻
@theboymoana
It's good things at DD center are improving and I know u liked to be homeschooled but it's also good to have professional teachers and stuff u know and it's great they are being nice to u and patient and helping u improve I'm glad to hear that u have done real well u know
Yea rules can be hard to follow and annoying at first but sometimes they are needed and it's goood to have a routine so it's good u trying to follow them even tho it can be hard
I guess everyone is different Moana we all have different brains and struggles and sometimes our brains are a bit behind or kinda stuck I know mine doesn't work that well and gets really weird sometimes and I do stuff I shouldn't and it's real frustrating and discouraging it can make u feel crap and different and wrong but u ain't, tho I know it feels bad when u see ur brother and u don't see same struggles but I'm sure they have their own, I hope with help and good people it can get a bit easier to deal with everything and it's good ur parents can learn how to help u better cause its ok to need different kind of help ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ
Thanks for the books :0 maybe I'll read them and do share pictures of the books that u like I'd like to see
It's always good knowing about ur day and stuff oh and btw did u get to take ur Marshmallows stuffies with u to foster home? :00
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@ALeXaNdEr0712
yea and like at dd center that same person is with me the whole time helping me the whole time they don’t leave me alone like happen I went to school before and when do things that isn’t good they don’t hurt me or anything
Is frustrating I want be better person and can’t sometimes even how hard to try and makes so upset when feels like can’t try harder and then things still to hard or I’m still bad idk ☹️
I will share more books and stuff ok especially if read them and like a lot
my squishmallows ! I bring some of them not all but have lot here keep get one when go home to visit to so can make nests for me and helps to feel better have them here just hate sleeping alone even they help I miss staying my brothers room instead all alone :( 🐻🐻🍪🍪
@theboymoana
Hey I know it's frustrating when u wanna do good and be better and u keep struggling and u keep having all these challenges and u feel stuck and different and like u can't do better, but u trying and u ain't bad having different struggles tho is frustrating exhausting overwhelming and discouraging doesn't mean u are less or not good enough u still u and even tho u have all these challenges u keep trying real hard and wanting to be better and good.
I'm glad u have ur squishmallows and hope u get a pinto squishmallow 😃 to keep u company while we try to figure out all this mess yea and u ain't alone u have me.
Needing different things and different kind of help is ok it doesn't make u wrong and our mistakes and bad days don't define us ok u have had good days where u accomplished a lot and have learned a lot and u have improved a lot don't forget all the progress u have also made ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ 🍪🍪🍪
@ALeXaNdEr0712
you always do best you can and I’m really really proud of you no matter what happen ok you do best and isn’t always perfect but that ok.people can’t always do exact things suppose to do it doesn’t mean bad person or anything just means day isn’t good day
and It’s ok some days you can’t feel ok I’m still proud you are here and hope one day you have so much good days happen to you and more happy things even can think of 🐻🍪💛
@ALeXaNdEr0712
you are lot more brave then think you are alex my kind nice friend you got such big heart and deserve so much good things 🐻🍪💛🐻🍪💛
@ALeXaNdEr0712 hope is ok at work today proud of you always alex friend 🐻🍪💛
@ALeXaNdEr0712
im sad and upset keep crying so much what I am suppose do 😭tell him never mind to be friends still so won’t put stuff anywhere am scared will get trouble come to dd center I taking break because cry to much learn ☹️I try to leave had to get away make things better can’t leave don’t let me leave try leave house and outside dd center going get away can’t they don’t let me
You ok alex friend I worry you ok hope school is ok even if to smart for school hope work ok to if have to work can bring food to treehouse for are pets ok they told me is hungry 🐻🐲🐲🐈⬛🤖 I think we need squishmallow room in treehouse so have big comfy room just full squishmallow nest
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@ALeXaNdEr0712
i am here for you all time alex you are such good important person matter so much to me 🐻🍪💛🐻🍪💛
@ALeXaNdEr0712
good morning alex friend hope ok 🐻🍪💛
@ALeXaNdEr0712
hi Alex friend think about you today 🐻🍪💛
@ALeXaNdEr0712
Hey best alex friend hope doing ok remember you are so important matter lots 🐻🍪💛
