Will it ever ?

Will I ever be able to have a normal life- where I am accepted socially .. where I'm treated as an equal... someone who has feelings that are valid and a thought process ... will I ever have a life where I'm able to achieve my goals... will I ever have a life where I will get the deepest intimate love my heart craves for... or will it always be that i have to let go of what I don't get and forgive behaviors and accept failures and suppress my very-normal emotional desires....

This existence to put on a brave face all the time... will it always have to be this way? Will I never get ease? Will I always have to push myself to keep appearances? Will someone ever see all the different facets of my personality and understand how they come together ? Will i ever be loved for my authentic self ?