@WorkingitThrough2
That sounds so cool!!
I hope it goes well and you can enjoy some nice swimming. :)💜
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So far so good, Thanks😊❤️
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For the last few days, I have run around getting things for the Great Grans for Easter. I finally got things mailed off and can get my focus back to working in my yard and getting the pool ready to open.
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Got some flowers planted and my flower beds cleaned. I have got to repaint my outside decor and hopefully, I will be ready to start opening the pool next week.
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Today it has been raining and on days like this I try to just relax and maybe work on my Therapy journal or listen to Youtube videos.
Therapy went very well, and we talked about Dissociation. I found a great book, I think this will really help me get sorted,
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Today my Pool guy came and got me all fixed up for the pool opening. I have been up and down most of the night. Think I had some dissociation or blending going on inside. I got up and read some information on how to handle these things, did a meditation, and then I fell asleep.😊
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I've been very busy working outside in my yard planting flowers and cleaning my flower beds. I am still experiencing issues with half of my vision seeming gone. I can only see out of the middle and lower parts of my eyes. The doctor is sending me to an Eye Institute for evaluation.
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How do you know if you are best friends with yourself? another question was asked and I just ran a total muck. I did not know how to answer it was almost like they asked in a different language. My brain would not comprehend that at all. Yet the questions seemed easy enough to answer, I could not. I felt a bit embarrassed and just left.🤔wonder if I was Dissociating?
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it's Saturday, I have been working in the flower beds and I got my outdoor fountain going. I still have 3 flower beds to finish. I did some dissociation today on several occasions. I had never noticed that I was doing this, so maybe this is a step in the right direction in communicating with insiders🤔.
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It has been a long time since I posted anything in here. Soooooo, maybe I'll write some stuff now to play catch up.
I have a lot of pinned-up things that I have nowhere to shove them. Nowhere to sweep them under the rug., and no one who gives a crap. So much so that I just want to scream it out into the atmosphere and hope it has no boomerang effects.