Vent

I feel really sick , I had a bite of meatloaf I made for everyoje...I know I shouldn't have eaten but I thought I'd try....this really sucks and I don't want pity and I know plenty people are sick and worse and go through it and so I'm not looking for anything from anyone I'm just happy to be able to vent because I'm so frustrated and sore and everything is happening at once now but it's been building for years and I am not ok and its not a feeling it's physical pain bringing my mind down because I was always treated like a burden by professionals.....but not today...today I felt like the specialist listened...so I'll stick to mydry biscuit and toast diet til it's over...not long .... it'll all be over soon enough...one way or another...it'll end...🙏💖🙏 Be safe , be healthy, 7cup friends.