Hello I'm Cry 🙃

I'm asexual. I've never said that to anyone out of fear of being judged. My partner is not...I've hinted at the thought about myself and they just made a cruel joke now (I'll leave you. Then proceeded to tell me they where kidding but I have my doubts)

I want to have a conversation with my partner about how I'm feeling towards my identity but for obvious reasons I'm scared.

They are CONTANTLY bugging me for seggsy time and I just don't. It's starting to get to the point to where I feel bad (comments like oh Im unattractive, I'm not good enough, there's someone else) and I've tried to explain no its none of that I just don't want to. Not interested. I want an emotional and mental connection with my partner.

I just don't know what or how to say it, so I just nervously laugh and keep switching subjects until I get angry and blow up about it but then I'm still the dick.

I literally just wanna be accepted and to finally be able to say it but it's hard.