I need help
So I have never had any type of desire to have sex, I liked making out but never the act of sex. The first time I had sex was the worst then the 2nd time felt good but I didnt want to keep doing like I only want to do it when Im laying there naked and hes above me. So idk if thats asexual or not but I would like to know if it was. I cannot recall a time where I was turned on by the look of someones body ya know. I dont like to masterbate/ touch myself at all it feels gross to me. I do get turned on it we are making out but I just don't want to have sex. I hope this doesnt sound rude or insensitive
@adaptableRaspberries8393
well the meaning of asexual is not having feelings of sexual attraction or desire, but a lot of aces desire sex but they just don't feel sexualy attracted to the person they desire. Sex is something built into our brains by mother nature so its designed to feel good, but some aces don't like it at all(aka me). I've never been one to like mastrubating either. I encourage you to look into other asexual orintations like demisexual, fraysexual, cupiosexual, graysexual and many others. You might just find one that fits you. Good luck!
@adaptableRaspberries8393 Being asexual is not being sexually attracted to anyone and you can be a repulsed asexual which means you are repulsed by sex and it is perfectly fine if you feel this way because there are others who feel the same way. You might want to look a little bit more into it because I'm not you so I don't fully know but here is some stuff about the asexual spectrum -> asexual spectrum
