I'm kinda scared of other men?

I understand your situation, based on my own personal experience but I am trying to get better. My advice would be to remember all the good men in your life. Brothers, your father or even friends are a good place to start. If you don’t have any figures to look up to maybe you can look at this situation from a different perspective. Think about men as people first regardless of their gender, among all the people in the world there are bound to be some bad apples, but there are also good people in the world too. Try to keep an open mind and take it slowly, set a pace for yourself and remember not everyone you meet will be bad. Sorry if this is a bit long, I just wanted to make a point. 😅