@OceanBlue722 I'm going to be wishing for inner peace and positivity for you 
you've done nothing wrong, losing a relationship is always tough and can bring up even more negative feelings. There are happy straight couples, but there are also happy gay couples too, don't forget to look at them as well! You didn't choose who you're attracted to, so you couldn't possibly be a let down. Being true to yourself is something to be proud of, and for others to love you just as you are. A woman who has troubles with fertility isn't letting anyone down by not having kids of her own, it wasn't her choice. And loving who you love isn't your choice either, so you shouldn't feel bad about it and it shouldn't be held against you. You just are how you are, and I think you're pretty wonderful just like that :)
@OceanBlue722 Hey there friend, i wish i had an answer for you but to be honest im just as lost as you are. But i just wanted to share some advice with you that doesnt really sound like much but i hope you really focus on it because its so important. Love yourself, you cant expect anybody to love you or accept you, if you dont love or accept yourself. For once ignore what makes other people happy or what would please those around you and truly think of what you want. Because you will never be happy trying to live somebody elses dreams. Im sorry that you are going through this, and i really do hope that you get throug this tough phase, and that you know its just a phase. I support you and i will pray for you. Keep being you please and try and find that love for yourself that you deserve <3
