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Questioning my gender

User Profile: Ashphi357
Ashphi357 August 23rd, 2022

Hello

I am a biological male but I’ve been really trying to figure out exactly how I feel I am uncertain with my gender identity cause at times I feel more feminine and other times more masculine so I was starting to think I was genderfluid but more often then not I start feeling uncomfortable in my own skin and have thought about maybe hormone treatment and possibly transitioning cause I just keep feeling like maybe I just feel masculine cause of how I was raised and being told anything out of the stereotypical norm is wrong but ever since I was little I was always fascinated with womens clothes and makeup and fashion but I’ve also always felt like I had to hide that especially when my sister once dressed me up makeup and all and I actually liked it but because she teased and ridiculed me my whole life for it I grown uncomfortable with my fascination so I’ve hidden it for years but now I’m older and I still like woman’s clothes and fashion and I often picture myself as a woman so could I be trans or have I been suppressing how I really feel due to trauma or am I just a cross dresser?

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User Profile: innateJoy9602
innateJoy9602 August 25th, 2022

@Ashphi357

Hello!

I feel like you know yourself best.

We can’t really answer that for you.

However, we are here to support you in whichever way you identify<3 💛✨

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User Profile: Ashphi357
Ashphi357 OP August 26th, 2022

I feel that I am genderfluid because I don’t always feel like what I was born as but sometimes I am fine with it but I can’t tell if that’s just me suppressing myself due to how my family treats lgbtqia+ individuals or if I really feel like that’s right for me. I think of transitioning often and I love the idea but I am also afraid that it’s not truly me. I don’t feel comfortable in my own skin and I haven’t for a while and some days I hate how my body is built I hate everything about it I wish I had more of a figure and that I could pass easier as either or, but I feel like I’m stuck.

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