Any advice would help :)

Any tips on how you knew you liked the same sex? I’ve been struggling with these thoughts for a long time since I was a Tom boy in elementary school. My first long term relationship lasted 5 years, high school sweethearts with a boy we ended and I still had the same thoughts that was one of the reasons why I wanted it to end to “experiment” that didn’t happen as I met up with more guys. I’m starting to think I did that because I wanted to see if I could have a connection or attraction to them. I can’t help but notice that I find girls really pretty and when I see their smiles I find comfort in it. When a guy compliments me I feel less of an emotion than if an another girl would. I’m not sure how to explain my thoughts it’s all a mess right now but there is evidently something uncertain about this. I’m in a new relationship now 4 months in and I’m realizing he can be so perfect and nice and amazing yet I feel

unfulfilled at the end of the day. He does make me happy and laugh but then when I’m with him I almost feel super tired after. He also has different interests very much into the party lifestyle and not caring when I’m very much the opposite. I care so much and not a smoker nor a drinker. Things got real like I’ve met his family too and bonded but I just keep thinking about if I like women if that’s the reason I don’t feel fulfilled with him.

not sure what to do at this point and not sure if anyone can help 🤷‍♀️ there’s more I could say it’s just too much for one post. LOL