Random rambling of how im feeling
Ill try to write what in feeling now.
Id like to ise this topic to jot down random feelings i have. Maybe other trans people can relate or find anything here useful.
Rambling #1
Im watching a video of Wuthering waves being played, and i love all the female characters in it.
How its making me feel;
It's a feeling deep in my chest. Like something is pulling me in a certain direction. I love the designs, the beautiful voices, the hairstyles, outfits, the femininity the characters exude. Its like a drug i can't get enough of. Even though it brings discomfort as well as fascination and a deep love of femininity that connects to me. Like im somehow linked to femininity, to want to be as feminine, graceful, mature, beautiful as the characters on screen. In a way, i want to be like them so much it hurts that I can't.
@generousPineapple6613
You can only be yourself hopefully your best self.
Women are quite amazing, I agree with you.
Maybe one day soon you can be one of those women you idolize one day. I wish you the best! Good luck..🌲
Rambling #2
It's nighttime and im doing my usual routine of watching videos with female characters in. I seem to stick tp certain videos and one of Wuthering waves 3.0 with Chinese voices seems to be my go-to routine for now.
I feel stuck, doing the same thing each night so my mind can relax before bedtime. I can remember back when id play videogames till late.....now all i seem to want to do is watch videos of female characters to ease the off feeling. My routine does help, but i can't help but feel stuck anyway.
If anyone reads this. Thank you very much for taking the time to read my random rambling.
