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generousPineapple6613
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Random rambling of how im feeling
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by generousPineapple6613
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 14 hours ago
...See more Ill try to write what in feeling now. Id like to ise this topic to jot down random feelings i have. Maybe other trans people can relate or find anything here useful. Rambling #1 Im watching a video of Wuthering waves being played, and i love all the female characters in it. How its making me feel; It's a feeling deep in my chest. Like something is pulling me in a certain direction. I love the designs, the beautiful voices, the hairstyles, outfits, the femininity the characters exude. Its like a drug i can't get enough of. Even though it brings discomfort as well as fascination and a deep love of femininity that connects to me. Like im somehow linked to femininity, to want to be as feminine, graceful, mature, beautiful as the characters on screen. In a way, i want to be like them so much it hurts that I can't.
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Weekends are always worse
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by generousPineapple6613
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 July 19th
...See more I've noticed that I tend to feel worse at the weekend. I'm guessing it's because there's no schedule like during the week. Today I was able to sit down and play a game. So it's not been as bad as it was last weekend. But I dunno how I will be on Sunday tomorrow. Does anyone else find weekends hard?
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Effects of dysphoria, how do you deal with them?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by generousPineapple6613
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 April 26th
...See more It's been fairly bad for me over the last few days. I've had two big cries but dealing with the dysphoria/ off feelings is draining. I spend my free time usually watching some anime with pretty female characters in it, or I will play certain games where I can run around as a girl. And while I do enjoy all of that, I can't seem to get myself to do other things that I want to do. I have games I want to play and complete, but i just keep feeling the need to see/play as pretty female characters. It can get so bad that I feel I have to watch those animes or play the certain games,and it bugs me until I do. It's like I don't have the energy to do the other things because my mind is so focused on the anime for comfort. I don't like not having the energy to do the other things I want to do. But my point of this topic is to ask other people who may be going through similar issues:: how do you deal with this?
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Am I the only one... Part 2
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by generousPineapple6613
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 14 hours ago
...See more This is a new topic carrying on from the previous one. Hopefully everyone can find this one. Continuing the conversation, @shyChestnut9000. Today I'm up and down, with a strong feeling of "off" that keeps coming back. I can take my mind of it for a bit but then it just comes back again. This year will be the fifth year since my egg cracked, so to speak. And probably four years (maybe, I'm not sure) since I realised what was going on in my mind. Ive considered trying to go back to how I was before several times. But each time I decide not to because I don't want to hide a large part of myself from myself. Maybe that will change one day, but I don't think so going by how strong the feeling of wanting a true female body is.
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I lost someone very important
Grief & Loss / by generousPineapple6613
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 December 7th, 2025
...See more I lost my mum a few years ago. out. Losing the person I was closest to was the hardest thing I've dealt with. , I still can't look at certain things she liked without getting upset. And worse still, I realised I am trans afterwards, so I never got to ask her about any of this, or more importantly to try and be her daughter. It's left me with a big gaping hole. I keep thinking about having a mother figure, about thoughts of doing mum/daughter things together, etc.. Hopee nobody minds, I just wanted to get that of my chest.
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Am I the only one?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by generousPineapple6613
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 March 25th
...See more I didn't realize I was trans until well into my adult life. I have no childhood memories of knowing there's a girl inside me, only a few memories that seem to link to it . One in particular was of a a time when I was given a gift from a male friend at school, possibly a book. As a thank you I remember hugging him. Attached to this memory is "don't do that" or/and "boys don't do that". I don't remember what happened afterwards. I firmly think at some point when I was young, I suppressed a big part of myself. Meaning I grew up without conscious knowledge of who I am.. I think it also resulted in me having no interest in my appearance or what I wore. Which after finally letting the girl part of me out.. I started to care what I looked like and what I wore . So that's MANY years of not caring. I used to think "only girls care about their appearance", which looking back, was probably one of the ways I hid who I am. I think it affected other things too, but I'm not sure what due to not remembering much connected to this. Am I alone in this? Or is there anyone else who also doesn't remember much from childhood and came to realize they're trans in adulthood?
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I'm back again.
Newbie Hub / by generousPineapple6613
Last post
 November 21st, 2025
...See more Hello all. I remember using this site/app before but I drifted away for some reason. But I've decided to come back in the hope to reach out to people like me or some good listeners. I'm a trans girl. My name is Lucia and I've been "transitioning" for 4 years now. Took me many years to even start questioning and then some more years until I felt able to do something about it. That was 4 years ago now. I feel I'm still at the beginning phase of all this. Anyways, nice to meet you all (again)
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Female mind in a male body looking for friends
Newbie Hub / by generousPineapple6613
Last post
 November 2nd, 2024
...See more I'm new here, just installed the app yesterday. I am a lady stuck in a mans body, I've been properly dealing with this for several years now. Before then it was suppressed.. probably from childhood. Anyways, nice to meet you all. :)
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