Why can't I stop wanting to be a girl?
I've been feeling this way since I can remember. I hate looking in the mirror. I hate the people around me. I hate feeling. I wish I could have been born in a more accepting family. I hate hearing it constantly. I'm the black sheep in my family. I'm a sinner and going to ***. That's all I hear.
@agreeableSkies9889
Your in a harsh environment and around close minded people.. I hope it gets better for you but chaos is all around you.. I had to move away from my friends and family because of dealing with harsh conditions.
If your religious, realize that Jesus accepted the fact that people in his hometown would never accept him for who he was..
Good luck..🌲
Thank you 💕🫂
@agreeableSkies9889
Please understand this too.. i'm not implying that you have to move or anything, I was just telling you what happened to me.. Whatever you do in your life is up to you..💚🫂
I'm so what religious but I've been draw away by so many people thinking this way. It makes me feel really sad
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@agreeableSkies9889
Please clarify.. I don't understand what you are saying.
I will clarify my thoughts on your situation further..
When people live in a town for many years, people soon decide who you are and it's hard to change their opinions of you over time.. so when you change, their opinions of you doesn't often change.. You get stuck living in a bubble trying to change people's views of you. Oftentimes the situation becomes dreary and dreadful..
Yeah. I just meant that I'm religious but people constantly calling everything I do/ want to be a sin it really hurts and makes me feel a lot less interested in exploring my own spirituality
@agreeableSkies9889 I hope you can find the right people. It can be so difficult to feel, yet not be able to fully express yourself. I know. You're the light in the darkness. I'll be praying for you friend. I'm 31 years old and have I've always had those thoughts as well.
Thank you! That means a lot to me! I'm 10 years younger. Hopefully things will change for the better 🫂
@agreeableSkies9889 You're welcome. They definitely will. I've learned that everything works out in time. Some things might get scary or bad, but in the end things go as planned. Be easy on yourself. You're going to be ok :)
@agreeableSkies9889
Furthermore, these opinions everybody is having of you is warping your own views of yourself. Your actually allowed to be who you wish to be. I'm sorry people are giving you a hard time.
