trans ftm vent
I just want to be happy. I just want access to things that will help me hate my body less. I just want to be able to enjoy my days.
Every single day it’s all I can think about. I want to be a boy so bad. It aches. I don’t know how else to describe it but an all consuming ache.
@littleCat4798
But you know who you really are! I hope you try to find resolve and acceptance..🌲
@littleCat4798 I relate to this so much. As a fellow ftm, it's so hard to get through the day noticing every time someone calls you a girl, ma'am, ladies, etc. I hate that I can't just be myself, especially because my parents and about half of my school is really transphobic. It's really hard to live with. Even though I know my best friends would support me changing my name and stuff, I just can't bring myself to talk to them about it. I hope in another life you can be exactly who you're meant to be <3.
@littleCat4798
@littleCat4798
i completely understand
