Do i love man in a mlm way

Okay so i know i like boys and men and any masculine energy (meaning i dont identify as straight im unlabeled) but recently i notice that i like seeing mlm couples . (Not in a disgusting way) i think there cute . That dynamic in a relationship. Do i wanna be in a mlm relationship or have i connected a loving and non - toxic cute relationship with a mlm couple ? I hope that makes sence . I do feel comfortable in my body . (Even tho i want to change things ) plz help im sooo confused..