So confused

Hello,

Sometimes people might have all answers but one still not in the zone of acceptance, which is alright. I believe self awareness and self acceptance is the key where you start trying to explore within and know what works for you, which is really important.

Secondly once you know, accept and believe in yourself then you can plan moving further to share with your friends family and loved ones

I would suggest, do not draw any conclusions in mind before you knowing is right for you.

Just keep calm and try to be flexible enough with your thoughts without considering any outcome or conclusion.

Things will definitely fall into its place. Stay strong.

@Tillysoper14 hi and congratulations for reaching out for support during this troubled time! You must feel very confused, and that's ok. Coming to terms with your sexuality isn't easy, particularly if you don't come from an lgbt friendly environment.

First of all, it's ok if you haven't had a crush on a specific girl yet, your orientation is about who you could potentially be attracted to, not your specific experience. That is to say, if the thought of being with a girl feels good and appealing to you, that's enough to determine what your orientation is! After all, straight people will tell you they always knew they were straight, even before their first crush. Because the thought of being with a boy or girl was enough for them to determine it.

I'm sorry to hear about your close-minded family. The best thing right now is probably to focus on yourself and getting more familiar and confident with your own orientation. Dealing with the rest will come later - and remember, you can always look for support when you're in need!