Overwhealming lack of direction confused
I stay way less at home than what i used to , i just come back to have lunch or dinner, cook if there is no food, watch lady bug and cat noir cartoon while having a meal. While I can be a bit more sociable I struggle to find the balance of between sociable and studies, I tend to still put more time in drawing a bit at least when i am in the gym, well I am still irregular with routines, what is always certain is every day gym swimming and cycling, I think a lot comes with the matter of choices, being away from computer and more among people is a good thing, and I still have some time off from people. Also I am seeing how I am more appealing to women, i guess the next step would be to actually starting dating if possible and seeing what can go from there, I used to be more obsessed about sex, maybe at the moment is more neglected or I am more focus on all the things i need to improve in my life, but I have to admit it I am more intrigued in how the dating aspect would go rather than just the bed part i think, I guess what I feel and how i feel and what i prioritize can change drastically , i could still prioritize sex, who knows, but still point is this is one of the areas in my life I also have to work on, also on to work on trying to make some money a tiny job a few hours at least and if i could make friends which I am very vulnerable cause sometimes people fake to be nice when they are face to face and when you send them messages they ghost you, or maybe I am missing something,
thanks for reading, done
@okeyyyy chat gpt summarizes my share. lol
Summary of User’s Reflections
Daily Routine & Activities
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Spends less time at home; mainly returns for meals and cooking.
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Watches Ladybug and Cat Noir while eating.
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Goes to the gym daily (swimming and cycling included).
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Draws occasionally, often while at the gym.
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Struggles with maintaining consistent routines.
Social & Personal Growth
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Becoming more sociable but still balancing social life with studies.
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Feels more appealing to women; considering dating.
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Shift in priorities: less focus on sex, more interest in dating and self-improvement.
Life Goals & Challenges
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Aims to find small job opportunities (a few hours).
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Wants to make friends but feels vulnerable to being ghosted or deceived.
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Recognizes that priorities and feelings may change over time.