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User Profile: okeyyyy
okeyyyy August 1st, 2025
heyo mayo

comments welcome, i have little time to share, they will come to fix my electricity after so i might not have light to share at least on the computer or signal to share on the computer 😊 yay
so i am doing tons of sports, trying to be more outside my house, doing more activities outside my house, so the point is into doing things that familiarize me with being outside and put me in positions of starting to be more sociable. i know i messed up many times in my life , reason why is so hard right now a lot of things such as working, friends, dating and so on.  
i live too much with regrets, while still trying to do the things i kinda did not do , i had lots of times when i isolate, had too many years of living in my head, creating negative scenarios of what is happening or has happened and not much living in the present, or having difficulties i think a lot is due to abusive parents, but part was due a lot to fear of death since age 12,
one of the biggest problems i had since growing up and having an abusive father is closing myself and not really having someone i could talk to, i became more shut in,
my family had look down on my several times calling me the one with mental problems or crazy, but worst names, i had a lot of problems while growing up which made it very difficult in many stages of my life, i still live too much in the past though not as much as i used to, had been on therapy since age 5 now i am 47 , 42 years of therapy so far. there are areas which i should still work on which i havent much such as working, friends or dating, well. i think i had hidden myself a lot in isolation, and numbing myself. i watched too many tv/series/ movies, etc, played too many video games etc, did too many solo acitivites hobbies, etc, but so while i try to improve in different things,  at many times when i get overwhelmed with all the things i need to work on i tend to shut in inside my head, or simply i struggle more to open.   well there are several areas which i need to work on, so that is like a challenge , like being more sociable.

thanks for reading 
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User Profile: Mya000
Mya000 August 2nd, 2025

@okeyyyy Hi, thanks for sharing, it sounds like you’re really working hard on yourself! Taking it one step at a time is already huge progress, every steps counts. You've got this!


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User Profile: okeyyyy
okeyyyy OP August 3rd, 2025

@Mya000 thanks so much , yay  so kind of you, yay 


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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 August 2nd, 2025

@okeyyyy did you adress this post to my unicorn mayo?? Mayo,neighs??😂😂😂

Okee your amazing, I'm glad your getting out there more 💖 there's still plenty of time to do all those things you regret not doing💖💖 mental health and inner problems are always gonna be challenging, but your doing amazing 💖💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 I'll be in the corner silently rooting for you 💗

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User Profile: okeyyyy
okeyyyy OP August 3rd, 2025

@Tinywhisper11   

okeyyyy did you adress this post to my unicorn mayo?? Mayo,neighs??😂😂😂

unicorn, were ? yay 

thanks so much for being so kind , yay, i will keep on trying to open, yay  💖💖

 amazing having a friend like you , yay 

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 August 3rd, 2025

@okeyyyy 💖💖💖💖💖💖

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User Profile: okeyyyy
okeyyyy OP August 4th, 2025

@Tinywhisper11 🥰

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