Today....

Today was the worst and sad day of my life, I prayed many times that all of this is a dream and I'll be waking up from it soon. Today my mom got diagnosed with peritoneal carcinomatosis, it was such heavy blow to me. I couldn't believe it, I was replaying in my head: "My mom can't be sick, this is all a nightmare and I'll wake up from it" I seriously tried to pinch myself a dozen times and it's not a dream.

I am writing this here just so that if someone read it can pray for her, I don't know if there's a treatment for this sickness but I pray to God that my mom will be safe and sound, she's my world and everything.