🎉 When Others Begin to Notice

My boyfriend told me how proud he was of me, with how much I've improved. It's been a long journey, and truly probably is only just beginning again on another level.

I tend to be extremely hard on myself, a lot of self punishment like extra extra.

And though yes, I do realize I have come far, I don't see it like someone does on the outside. And I definitely don't see it like others do because of my own issues mentioned above (working on this).

But it's nice to hear it from someone else. Especially since he's seen me at what I would consider has been my worst.

It does help me acknowledge it, and I won't lie at the same time it also made me want to sabotage it. Also working on this, thanks for everyone whose been supportive on thatvas well.

But I wake up and I keep going.

I mess up, and then I keep going.

I have a great day and I I keep going.

If it snows, rains, sunshine, I keep going.