Asexual or OCD?

I was diagnosed and completed ERP with SO-OCD in 2021. I'm a gay man with the current intense fear l'm asexual.

I'm also in the process of recovering from sex addiction and l've been taught to address all underlying issues. I was always seeking sex for validation and didn't enjoy it half the time, so l'm worried it makes me asexual and I used the compulsive behaviours to cover it up.... Or the attraction l've felt for guys was just the addrenaline of addiction?

I've always wanted to be in love and I want to be able to give it sexually too. But this is really scaring me, and I don't want to be robbed of something I've always wanted.

I just keep getting all these thoughts saying I don’t like sex and never liked it, as well as I never felt proper attraction