Guilt
I feel so horrible I started to miss the days my biggest issues were family struggles and social anxiety. I don't deserve to wake up next morning but I don't deserve to find that peace either.
@huiny254
You absolutely deserve to wake up tye next morning and put the guilt aside and move forward and heal 💛
Thank you 💗
@huiny254
A pleasure 💜
@huiny254 
@huiny254
i'm sorry to hear that you're struggling like this, OCD can be extremely difficult to deal with - and i say that as someone who has been diagnosed and experienced many themes of OCD. just remember, you are not your OCD. it can be tricky and convincing, but you can be stronger.
you definitely deserve to still be here, even though things may feel different at the moment. what you're feeling is very valid, and lots and lots of people have felt this way or similar and made it through! you've made it past 100% of your hardest days, and you're still here with us, i think thats something to be pretty proud of. i believe in you!
if you need someone to talk to, i'm here for you ^^
I'm not sure if I really have it, for now I just find what others describe as very similar to what I'm currently going through and I plan to check it out when it's possible. Thank you a lot 💗🫶