Rituals that you cannot let go of. Share and ask for support here.

Hello, the most difficult one for me is when I go to bed I have to check my closet with the light on, then step on my ladder before I turn the light off (luckily since i moved my room around this no longer includes jumping onto the ladder, which can hurt if you miss) then once im on the ladder and my light is off I climb into bed. Once im in bed before i can move anywhere or get settled I have to kiss my hand and touch each thing on my bed twice in a specific order then three of them I do this a third time for. Then i can make my nest and go to sleep. Its the most difficult one because I'm usually really tired by the time im doing it and if I mess up or my hand touches any thing other than the object it is supposed to i have to start over including checking my closet.