Unbearable Mental Freakouts
If I don't touch an object the correct way (maybe on a certain angle or at a certain time) then my brain goes into a silent state where I can't move, it's extremely painful. It doesn't show physically but I will always have to go back to that specific object and touch it continuously until my brain tells me it's OK. I don't know how to cope with this either, it also triggers tics such as breathing heavily in certain beats or moving my nostrils over and over until it's painful...
Quite a bad case of OCD I would believe.
@POOPYPOOPER - That definitely sounds really overwhelming to have such a big impact to your life like that. Have you talked to anyone bout this to understand what treatment options there might be to start working through this?
