Chat Between @7Bear7 and @jesusredeemedme2425
I can't find our other penpal chat, so I thought I'd make us a new one! <3
Hey <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey <3
How are you doing?
Tired. Just……
Tired.
@jesusredeemedme2425
Felt, tired sucks
What do you need right now?
Do you want to talk about something, or want some distractions?
Not the typical tired.
Sleep tbh. Write to you later lol! Night lil bro <3 hugs <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Okay get some sleep then, rest well with some sweet dreams. Don't forget, and don't hesitate to tell me anything you want to, I won't pressure you. But nothing much bothers me anymore, and I won't judge you one past actions or experiences, you're Kiara and your current actions and Feelings, and person are what matters okay.
Your got this I bhew-lieve in you ^ ^ 🩵
Good night sleep well, hugs have been sent for tonight and the morning;)
Heyyyy <3
What should I tell you? <3
I wish I believed in me.
hugs <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Heyo!
Hmmmm you should tell me about a dream you had/have. . . And or anything else you want to! ;)
Sometimes 'you have to believe in the me that believes in you.' Or so the quote goes, it's a tough on but sometimes just knowing someone truly believes in you helps or at least it's helped me sometimes but other times not.
Hugs! 🩵
Like… a night dream? Or a life dream?
Idk what the quote means.
Whatcha been up to lately? What’s going on in the life of Bear-Bear? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Ummm I suppose either is fine
Uhhh IDK
Just attempted to paint my nails it was/is very messy and I'm have so much to touch up when it dries T - T
Gonna go to a concert tomorrow, and uhh idk life, work, church, family that's about it I guess
I’m so tired, I feel like crying :(
Ummm… I had a dream that my pastor’s wife was pregnant. And I can’t remember my more recent ones.
I have no dreams. I’m barely surviving.
Painting nails must be super hard, especially with your non-dominant hand
Lemme know how things go <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
I’m so sorry you feel so tired and beat down, I truly hope it eases up for you
Definitely a unique and interesting dream, did she actually turn out to be pregnant?
That's okay, did kid you have any big dreams ?
It's both harder and easier than it seems lol
But yea it sucked cuz it turned out decent but then I got something on them that was like melting them so I had to try to touch em up. But my hands were shaking really badly and I was in a mild rush so they look really messy T - T but they are okay and I like em
They went so amazing!! I loved the concert it was so much fun!!!! I almost wish it never ended and I could just be in such a kind and lovely place with amazing music forever. The band is so sweet and cool, one of them has pretty hair (he has really bright red bangs/highlights type things, and it compliments his darker hair so perfectly), and the lead guitar had so much energy!! they all had a ton of energy there was so much bouncing ahhhh 🩵✨🔥💯🔥🩵🩵
Anyways yes lots of fun!!!!! ^ ^
I definitely need to trust God more.
No idea lol
Does being a ballerina count XD
Aww I’m sorry!
That’s awesome! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
You and me both, you and me both.
lol that's funny
Of course it does! That sounds like a cute and wonderful dream a younger you had, perhaps you should cherish it? IDK
It's fine
It really was awesome! Really was ^ ^
How are you?
Wyd
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey, I am so sorry for disappearing for a week (was it longer? I hope not) uhhh life has been really busy, corporate has been showing up to work, the system has been glitching, I've made quite a few mistakes, fixing my car, and also family stuff like my sister is due in the next week or two, and mother's day it today/tomorrow depending on time zones and all that
Anyways sorry once again, I've thought about you but was busy either driving or with another task and couldn't type, Soo how are you? Are you feeling better? Hopefully some peace is resting over you! Anything new idk what to ask or talk about?
Do you like star wars?
All good, I’m slow myself! Lol
Did your sister give birth??? <3
I had a breakdown, does that count lol
Nope. Hate it XD
Do you like Star Trek??
@jesusredeemedme2425
Your fine, be worse T - T
She finally did last week, they are so beautiful (sister and niece)
Hopefully your feeling better? Other than the evil mosquito
Yeppers Star Trek is good! You like the original ones or some of the new ones more?
I’m being attacked by a mosquito tonight. HE JUST BIT ME AHHHHH IT ITCHES!!!!! I have like 2-4 welts so far. Can’t tell. Trying SO HARD to smack him, but dude’s a NINJA :( So miserable rn
@jesusredeemedme2425
Oh nooo
That's the worst, mosquito in your room and just won't leave, its especially annoying if it's hot and you can't hide under a blanket T - T
Okay don't tell anyone, I shouldn't even be telling you but I know the secret to beating a ninja.
The secret to beating a ninja is first you gotta grab some sal
I'm apparently awful at responding, sorry! I am SO behind on my notifications...
I remember nothing about what we were talking about, lousy memory sorry, soooo...
How are you doing? Like, REALLY doing? Deep is good <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
You're fine Kiara, trust my i am really bad too again times
Honesty i forgot to T - T
I've been having some really good days and some pretty bad ones, and weird ones like today that didn't feel like on day but multiple lol
I went on a vacation/trip about a week ago, walked through carlsbad caverns, went to a convention (anime, art, cards ect) that was a lot of fun, but I think the best part of thr trip was visiting my aunt and cousin, and meeting Z's (my cousin) friends and just hanging out and existing near each other lol.
Also been playing quite a bit of Minecraft, that's been nice
And trying to get some of my art back without getting frustrated at my lack of skill lol T - T
And how is Kiara doing? Are you well? Same to you don't be afraid to get deep. Sorry I haven't been around cups as much so haven't seen many of your posts.
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All good <3
What's making some of them good or bad? Why weird?
Wheres Carlsbad? I've heard of it. What was it like??? Did you see bats??? <3 Bats are adorable <3
Awww sounds fun <3
I know how you can get better at art <3
Im eh. Ate too much tonight, trying not to beat myself up for it. Been reclusive. Reading some, drawing some, trying to stop being addicted to social media. Not reading enough. Watching Gilmore Girls <3 Wanting to be a better Christian.
All good, at least you saw Tiny's post! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
^ ^
Idk but today was a good one.
It's in New Mexico I've heard of it. It was so massive for a cave/being under ground! And the entrance was so steep (we walked instead of taking the elevator down) honesty i loved it, it was so cool. Tho a few of thr absolutely massive rooms were so big they made me nervous lol T - T apparently big spaces i don't like T - T
Unfortunatelyi didn't see amy bats, but i heard them! And got a bat plushy at the gift shop !! ^ ^ truly they are adorable!
Hmmm?
Eh is better than bad, and the eh days help show how great the good ones are or something like that lol T - T. Feel that. . . I stress eat to much then not enough and it really messes with my stumach T - T
Fair nuff, whatcha reading? Oof i need to get away from youtube shorts T - T their just so interesting
Bruh same i got like four books i need to read that ive had for half a year without opening. Whatz Gilmore girls? It sounds familiar. . .
Same about wanting to be a better Christian. Some times I have to remind myself I can't work my way into Heaven, and others I am lazy and need to remind myself that works are physical proof/evidence/examples of my faith and I can't just do nothing. T - T can't be to far on either side
Yeaper!! Thank you for tagging;) i honestly wasn't feeling great then but I really had missed tiny so didn't want to miss my chance (which I would have had you not tagged me to thank you a lot!! :) )
Love yah sis 🩵
@jesusredeemedme2425
How are you feeling today? Hopefully better?
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey Kiara, how are you feeling?
Hopefully better?
I saw that massive amount of posts you made and I'll try to respond to some of them soon!
I've been having mostly ok days, I am a bit stressed about college starting tho, and its so weird that my birthday is in less than a week it still feels weeks away lol.
I've really been missing Pond recently, would you happen to know if she is ok or just anything? Tiny to to be honest but at least I know she is alive and taking a health break. Pond scares and worries me with her abrupt no working leaving T - T
Really really hope you're doing better, if there is anything I can do let me know, please.
Live ya sis
Bear 🩵
My brain lies to me a lot.
Yay!
Youve never been to college?
Awww happy birthday!!!!!🎂🥳🎊🎉🎈🍰🎂🕯🎊🎉🎈🎁🍰🥳
No idea, haven't heard from her in ages.
You existing helps a lot! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
I gotcha mine does too . . .
^ ^
Eh sorta, I had duel credit classes in high-school, then took a gap year to figure a lot out, and we'll I figured a bit out so maybe that's enough for now
Thank you!!!! 🩵🙂🙃😊😊😊😎😎😎😎😎😎 ^ ^
Mhmm figured but worth an ask, very sad about it tho
Well I'll try to keep existing for now, tho if you need anything else or to talk or somin let me know ^ ^ 🩵