Connecting with @Amanda84
Hi Amanda
You sound so lovely from our forum interactions. You are so kind and supportive to everyone.
Id love to get to know you better. ♥️
Let's have some chat whenever both of us can spare some free time. No pressure on commitment.
Creamyyy.
@Creamyyy
Thank you so much for your kind words 💕 They mean alot! Ask me anything at all 🥰
Well - I'd be happy to hear anything you feel like sharing.
But to give this conversation a structure I'd ask:
What do you wish for in life right now? Could be one thing or few.... whatever comes to your mind in the first 5 mins of thinking.
What is your favorite food (s)?
For me
What i wish for right now:
1.peace of mind - coming from knowing reasons/ ideas I'm following of duty, goodness.
2. A nice home in a beautiful location. With some kids to look after.
3. Good writing talent.
Fav food:
It used to be paratha when I was a child, Shawarma when I was young, and
pizza as I start the middle age.
Looking forward to hearing from you 💛
@Amanda84
@Creamyyy
Right now, I'm looking for some quiet time and some peace of mind. I'm always hectic, my parents are not in good health so there are a lot of hospital appointments, I love them both more than anything else in the world, so im honoured I can help them. I just want them to get better and have some good times instead of suffering or being in pain. I absolutely love Thai curry, bit an adventurous eater, I travelled the world but you'd be sure to always find me in the nearest McDonald's 😁
@Amanda84 im so happy to hear about your love for your parents. They're blessed to have you. Prayers for their recovery.
My relation with my parents is about love as well - as far as the heart is concerned - but there have been difficulties in cohabitation, so its been a mixed experience.
McDonald's would always be the popular fav. 💛
@Creamyyy
I understand what you mean 💜 I have experienced love and what it has to offer, but for now, I'm on a different journey and I'm happy with that and interested to see where that brings me 🥰
Would you like to share more about your "different journey"? Curious to learn more about you because you're so inspiring 💛
@Amanda84
@Creamyyy
I have experienced romantic love, and fun and adventure. For now, the love I'm interested in, is my family, my faith and that's more than enough. I'm at a different stage of life and due to many different traumas, despite wanting kids, that was not meant for me and I've made peace with this. I'm fulfilled and happy and that's what matters most for me. I can't force things, if something doesn't feel right for me, then I cannot entertain it 💜
Yeah I feel the same. I do love kids a lot but if i cant the right partner - then I cant fight against my cards either.... life is good in whatever god gives us. If im meant to have more ill have it at the right time. Thank you for sharing your story and am happy we can connect with familiar things. Prayers and love for you . May you get whatever is best for you and always remain happy 💛
@Amanda84
@Creamyyy
I appreciate your kindness, and you deserve the best 💕💜
@Amanda84
I really want to thank you for your kindness to me . You are a beautiful giving soul.... 💛✨️
@Creamyyy
You are most welcome 💕💜
Hi @Amanda84 I need some listener support. Is it okay if I leave you a private message with the topic concerned. And you can get back to me? I need some guidance.
@Creamyyy
Of course 💜💕
Hey there
Since youre so kind I decided to reach out to you for any perspective.
I really want to start a relationship (platonic with the intent of marriage - because thats what my belief supports). I want to feel a sense of stability.
And - well - I spotted a few prospects.
There was a strong sign prompting me to this match ... I was most ready to go forward with this, but he opted out. (I discussed the sign aspect with you earlier). I still feel strong about what I felt but I am helpless - if a man backs out, what's left for me to do.
A nice friendly equation with someone. And I thought maybe it could be converted into something deeper but he's being very laid back so I get the feeling he isn't ready for a relationship.
A guy taking serious interest in me and most ready to start what I want to start. My interest was less at first (as compared to 1 and 2) but seeing his initiative I feel I should go for this. But then I wonder if 1. comes back I can't leave 3, it won't be fair. But I can't keep waiting for 1. either. I want to move on with my life. And if 2. shows interest later, it might be too late as well to explore anything because I can't play with 3's heart.
But I certainly can't keep waiting for everyone's timings. Because my timings matter most. I feel the need to lean on someone. I am not feeling that strong to be alone.
I hope you will understand and shed some light. Lots of love ❤️ @Amanda84
@Creamyyy
I honestly think you cannot wait , one and two had their chance. Give three a chance but keep in your mind, don't rush something because you really want it, if he's not the one for you, it's ok to wait again for the right person, life can be lonely but trust me it's extremely worse if you have to spend it with the wrong person 💜💕
Thank you. I think this was the best perspective I needed..love you @Amanda84
@Creamyyy
I'm glad it helped 🥰
I turned down #3 too... good guy but I couldnt feel anything... reason I dont know.
So back to square one. Single. Its okay. Im feeling strong. But a bit unmotivated ....
@Amanda84
@Creamyyy
You made a decision.
And stuck with it.
You'll thank yourself for not rushing when you meet the right person for you 💜 💕
Hi you.. I miss you my friend.. Ive been a little less active here....
@Creamyyy
Yes, I've missed you too 💕
Im having some difficult time at home. With my father being more toxic than usual. So my mental health struggle got accentuated again. Im in touch with some friends . And Im reaching out to my cups friends as well now. Thank God for this love I trust ...
Howre you?
@Creamyyy
I'm really sorry you hear that 💜 💕
All good with me, thank you.
How re u
Been a while since i interacted with u
Ive been using the forums less
Missing the warmth of your generous spirit
@Creamyyy
I'm good, had a hectic Christmas and new year, but it was good, I've missed you around here, I hope all's good and you can always send me a message anytime at all 🥰💚
Yes missed you too.... sent you a private message <3