Connecting with @Amanda84
Hi Amanda
You sound so lovely from our forum interactions. You are so kind and supportive to everyone.
Id love to get to know you better. ♥️
Let's have some chat whenever both of us can spare some free time. No pressure on commitment.
Creamyyy.
Hello girls,
Just felt like catching up. I'm not around here much. I miss the kindness found on this platform.
I am having a lot of conflicts within me and am unable to find a clear direction for myself.
I like to write , fictionalise my life tales, but the pain surfaces, and I feel like the paralysed writer.
I cant attract what I feel I deserve - in romantic love. I feel a jinx following me - from within me, from the past traumas of instability in love. To be able to envision love without abuse might be necessary to actualise it. The crack within me isnt budging to fill up.
How do we trust Love then?
Hope you both are well ð©·
@Amanda84
@jesusredeemedme2425
@Creamyyy
Hey 💚
I've missed you.
Your kind presence around cups.
You deserve true love and to know abuse is not your fault or what you deserve ever 🩷
ur positivity is infectious .. 😊 ❤️
Heyyyyy I was just thinking about you the other day! Love you, girl <3
Love you too :) your presence is a big source of comfort for me. 😊💜
@Amanda84 @jesusredeemedme2425
Girls - any tips to deal with anger?
Its all building up inside me . My body aches because of it.
How do I release?
@Creamyyy
I'm so sorry 😞 💚
What helps me is being honest.
Finding an outlet to put it, mine is boxing, the hitting helps 😂😂😂
Whatever allows you to process it and not bottle it up 🩷
Yeah, hitting sounds quite cool.
Id have resorted to vandalism if there were no legal consequences lol. Thats the kinda anger im feeling. Destructive.
Reason? Its errh.. im just craving safety... permanence of it... no more ptsd.. no more abuse... just goodness everywhere....
Yr hugs feel safe n real.
Sounds dumb but… Go find a playground and play on the jungle gym. I did that today. It wore out my muscles and gave me a workout (I’m old and movement hurts lol). Try it! It may help <3
AND go on the swings. You MUST! Hehe
Lol.. cute ideas. I like them. Wish we could go together. I dont feel like going alone.
Im just hugging my teddy. Ive been feeling scared.
@jesusredeemedme2425
Me too <3
Scared of what?
Do you have any pets?
Reading anything good lately? <3
No pets.
Focus isnt too good for reading. But Ive been watching some Bollywood movies.
It was ptsd hitting me. Calming down now
Listen to a bollywood song if u feel like. Thats the kinda dancing Im into.
https://youtu.be/kPuqD64Yp3w?si=96zIIhEkwCEPmAdf
@Amanda84
@jesusredeemedme2425
Listen to the title track for Dangal! I love that song. Can’t understand a word but still XD