For me and eyes
@unassumingEyes eyessssssss I don't see u much in group chats anymore and I miss you and I need to give you more grey hairs /j so I hope its ok that im making this if its not ignore me lol.
@Macylou82 macyyyy :0
I dont mind at all! I miss yall fr even with the grey hair
Guess who has a bunch of bubble-wrap saved up? 🙃 better run before i use it on you xD
whats with the bot lol
@unassumingEyes
nooo lemme just run away rq lol or maybe ill use it on u instead eh?
scammer don't do nothing we got em banned and reported the comment it should be gone soon
@Macylou82 the user's gone. Knew it was fake when i saw the name xD plus links a dead giveaway. Good on you for reporting it
I dont need bubble wrap! Unless it works for back ache?
@unassumingEyes anne's the one who got them banned lol thank her not me
ooh does if it does can we share?
@Macylou82 you are getting bubble-wrapped either way
@unassumingEyes smh what if I can escape the bubble wrap?
@Macylou82 impossible
@unassumingEyes nah u just wait and see
@Macylou82 or you cld just let yourself be pain-proofed 😭
@unassumingEyes but where's the fun in that?
@Macylou82 i think we have different meanings assigned to the concept of "fun" xD
@unassumingEyes whatttt nah do we?
@Macylou82 generally, fun for me involves no pain 😭
@unassumingEyes hey pain is how we know we're alive so Im the alivest person ever
@Macylou82 one word: no? 😭😭
@unassumingEyes wdym no
@Macylou82 pain = indication of not-rightness
probably, smth sappy like love or happiness = indication of lifeness
@unassumingEyes I did not understand any of that lol
So if im happy I have a indication of lifeness? lol
@Macylou82 presumably
@unassumingEyes so if im not happy im doomed for pain? oh man im doomed
@Macylou82 well, no. Not really what i meant, tbh dont know how you got there xD maybe my brains not braining
@unassumingEyes mine either lol, so yay im not doomed then
@Macylou82 I think you succeeded in bubble wrapping half of me smh how'd you do it?
@Macylou82 yayyyy
I wont reveal my secrets! my methods will come in handy later :)
@unassumingEyes Noo I gotta know ur secrets to prevent em lol
@Macylou82 *cackles evilly* you cant hinder me from protecting you!
@unassumingEyes Smh u just gotta protect me eh?
@Macylou82 yep exactly 100%
@unassumingEyes my great protector
@Macylou82 lmao
it goes sideways xD you protect me from weird brain and i protect you from whatever it is that has you hurt every second day (??)
@unassumingEyes lol ok so sounds like its a good deal yea? We protect each other i g?
@Macylou82 yes maam
and have fun as well, because whats life without it? xD
@unassumingEyes I should know because my life is pretty funless lol, is that a word?
Anyway I think I need more bubble wrap lmao
@Macylou82 oh no that sounds ominous what has occured?
*aggressively adds fun to your life*
fun-full life time 🎉
@unassumingEyes I think my joints are L's L's don't bend so neither do they
Yay funny fun timeeee
@Macylou82 are your joints bending yet? xD
@unassumingEyes kind of? my calf is stiff again and my shoulder hurts to use it but those aren't joints so yes? lmao
@Macylou82 how is your shoulder not a joint?
also, why
@unassumingEyes idk lmao idk the human parts
Idk I don't think all the pain is from my inflammation atp im so lost in pain lmaoo
@Macylou82 can you ice it? Or elevate your leg?
@unassumingEyes even tho it hurts im bending my knee maybe I should straighten it? idk really only hurts to walk but walking sucks anyway bc half the time im dizzy af but thats another story, point is the pain goes away sometimes in a few days sometimes a few hrs and smth new happens
@Macylou82 I didn't answer ur question I just ranted, yes I could but im not gonna lol not that bad of pain yet just don't stretch and ill be chill
@Macylou82 *inhales* girl-
@unassumingEyes Eyes?
@Macylou82 Happy new years!
@Macylou82 Happy New Year 🤍 here's to hoping it comes with a reduced need for bubble wrapping and with lots of good news ✨️🤞
@unassumingEyes u and another of our friends must have talked to each other in secret bc I think ima need more bubble wrap not less lmao
@Macylou82 we did not and what happened 😭
@unassumingEyes ah its just the norm lmao, but maybe smth else will form who knows with my broken body lol
@Macylou82 put up a sign: "no more bobbys being taken in at this time. Thank you for your understanding"
@unassumingEyes lmaooo, what about a... Toby. He can be a lump... A toe lump? idk lmao
@Macylou82 lmao first of all perfect name for him second of all no Tobys allowed either
@unassumingEyes Lmao I didn't even realize that. Fine but only bc today I can't walk right so toby can wait a day while I lecture my leg. (im fine dw a lil limping never hurt no one)
@Macylou82 "im fine dw" she says, as she emerges from a wreck with more injuries than she has bones in her body.
im sorry but you wld 😭😭😭
@unassumingEyes hey not a wreck, I woke up went, oh ***, and limped upstairs clutching the rail like it was my best friend bc im a 80 yr old grandma in a 14 yr olds body. Literally everything hurt I was about to throw myself against a wall lol
And yes I am wild I can't deny that lmao
Btw hru? We always be talking about me and how *** up I am but how are u? Exams are over fn yea?
@Macylou82 NOPE exams are never over
Ive got a round of evening exams from the 19th with classes in the morning, thennn probably all of feb will be tests everyday, march will be college exams and end of april/start of may will be the final finals
And then ill finally graduate 😭
How am I? Insane, absolutely crazy, why dyou ask? 😌
I sense a need for 12 more bubble wrap shipments at your address
I relate with being an old person. My back is from the 1950's, no doubt. Maybe your legs are Victorian?
@unassumingEyes nooo ban exams, Ban them!
Omg that sounds acc terrible damn dude
Yessssssssssssssssssssss ur graduating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YessSsssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Real af tho lmao. u wanna talk about any of that? If u do yk where to find me
What... I think im chilling today fr fr well im doing better then yesterday lol
lol maybe, we both just old ppl chilling in younger bodys I think lol
@MacyLou82
yes pls ban the exams
graduatings gonna be so weird?? And then uni?? Like an adult?? With brains??
???
Chillings good i approve
nothing to talk about my brains just ✨️weird✨️ lol appreciate it tho
@unassumingEyes bam exams are banned per says the magical macy
An adult is crazy I still look at my sis and she's 16 not eighteen like wdymmm. An adult means aging up too, sadness bc ima miss u but not sadness cause ima still bug u
Lol, chilling until I gotta walk around a outlet with my sister, limping is exhausting watch me collapse
Lol I get that so hard fr
@Macylou82 I just basically said im chilling then bam im not chilling lmao good thing u can understand my weirdness atp
@Macylou82 yayy
kindly do not collapse thank you for understanding
Right?? My sis is 20. Impossible. Unbelievable. Frightening. xD
You better bug me! I see wayy too many aged up teenies being forgotten. I will be clingy if anyone tries to drift away xD consider that your warning lol
I wanna atl but the requirements sre just not possible for me rn. Ill see in a few yrs- but maybe then i wont want to. Or be busy w adult stuff like taxes who knows 😭
also u poofed at random from sr all good?
@unassumingEyes dw we didn't go bc of the roads, but my limp is pretty much gone! Except now the other knee is bugging me bc of all the pressure on it bc of the limp. Damn u if I be speed limping through the airport
damnnn dude thats insane literally cannot imagine
Yes be clingy! tho im the most clingy fr. Ik I bug both my aged up friends even tho one rarely talks to me anymore
Atl eyes sounds amazing, ew ew ewww taxes
@unassumingEyes yea just didn't fit in and alot of ppl, did u get ur thing reported?
@Macylou82 ah i get it oki
yayy for no limp! boo for tired legs! whens the flight? have a safe flight 🤍 limping around the airport is so annoying i have experience 😔😔
yes i did report it but its still up. Ill wait a few days and then try msging someone. thank you again 🤍
reall i was like that but then i stopped clinging cuz i sadly have limits lmao. but yes i 100% encourage you poking me often no regrets 🙃
@unassumingEyes its this afternoon... I haven't gotten outta bed to see if I can walk but woke up nausous (im fine dw ill take smth and hope that my body will leave me alone) WTF eyes smth is always up I promise u. And same literally was in pain and limping coming here carrying my grandmas bags along with mine which is always like 50 pounds lmao
If its reported it should poof soon, mine always poofed within a day. And fr its np
Im debating giving up but then I'd have no friends except for u and like two others lmao. Good u have limits tho, I need to devolope those
@Macylou82 limits take time to develop!! I embarrased myself a lot when i was ~15 yrs old. Did you know the "i can fix him" attitude also exists with frnds? xD i learnt from that one. Dont stick with anyone who hurts you continously
Aw i hope you feel better in time for the flight 🤍 travelling is. so. exhausting!! i send you strength 🫡🫡
youre the most patient person i know to be dealing with all your pains like you do. i know i get mother-henny, but youre doing what you can with the cards youve been dealt and youre doing a good job! Maybe ageing will have a reverse effect on you and get rid of some of the pains, or circumstances will allow you to get more help dealing w them. One can hope 🤞
@unassumingEyes True true. I embaress myself constantly I feel u there lol.
It is fr. But I can walk today so that is good fr. I mean my knee is still stiff but I can walk. Now I need to hope with all my heart that our first flight doesn't get delayed bc if it does we ain't making our second lol
Lmao hey one can hope. And I've been dealing with my knee issues since I was 9 so im used to it. I played vball tournaments and I couldn't even walk, my friend had to support me to walk lmao. All the other stuff is new but eh. Pain makes me know im alive i g
@Macylou82 that is good. Hope you catch the second flight. Connecting flights are so exhausting??
I get being used to pain ngl. Headaches since as long as i can remember. I get random pains too, but not as bad as you seem to. Youre unique in everything, including your pain 🫡😭
@unassumingEyes we did im bk now to this hot sticky country. God I miss america. Yesss especially with short layovers and unplanned delays like we landed 25 min late but time change saved us lol
Damn headaches suck I get them sometimes and they suck badddd. Lmao tbh my pain is worse in the US idk why. Maybe things'll get better who knows
@Macylou82 maybe the weather/climate? Idk myt be
Rest now 🤍
@unassumingEyes maybe who knows
eh why rest what is rest lol
@Macylou82 macy!!! Go sleep for 12 hours!! Its earned xD
@unassumingEyes not tired lol
@Macylou82 not tired?? whats your secret? did you use magic? 👀
@unassumingEyes lmao just can't sleep, thoughts is my magic tho I don't consider them magic tbh
@Macylou82 *shoots thoughts with potato gun* good night 😇
@unassumingEyes lmao potato gun eh? I did fall asleep around 3am five hrs of sleep is enough right?
@Macylou82 its better than zero hours but lets aim for six next time 🛌🛌
@unassumingEyes eh sleep is overrated ngl lol
@Macylou82 @unssaummingeyes did u get ur thing reported? did it get removed?
@Macylou82 yes its gone now! Thank you (again) and thanks for checking in 🤍
@unassumingEyes Yay im glad everything worked out! now next question, u ok?
@Macylou82 no. The crisis lines im reaching out to arent helping, and im safe at the moment but might not be at the next. My heads a mess, and i need therapy, and im dumping on you just because you made the mistake of asking.
@unassumingEyes no eyes no never a mistake. Deep breaths, u wanna try some grounding? U wanna talk about what happened?
@Macylou82 if u want we can go to sr but we can stay here too idc i just know im not leaving u alone rn
@Macylou82 i dont know what i want. Or what safe thing i want anyways
nothing happened. Im fine. I just have urges anyways. Im fine in the day and then every evening im back here. Thinking too much
@unassumingEyes nights are always harder I get that fr. Im proud of you for talking to me fr. Can u try to go somewhere else? somewhere safer?
@Macylou82 no i cant do that
@unassumingEyes ok just shake ur hands out, lets do some breathing, can u breath in for four hold for three out for four? Lets do it together ill do it with u
@Macylou82 i have a really helpful exersize for this kinda thing do u wanna try it? U name the main emotion ur feeling then write down five reasons why ur feeling like that i can do it with u or u can do it private but it really helps me at least. Not forcing ofc just a idea
Im in sr but like idk who else is there and i dont wanna worry anyone and youre already worried and you shldnt be
@unassumingEyes its empty rn I think and im worried bc im ur friend and I want u to be safe
@Macylou82
Im in sr if ur free i guess
@Macylou82 my wonderful eyes! Alr ima make a lil list and ur gonna look at this when u need or memorize it idc if u even use it but worth a try.
So distractions, u can write out ur thoughts, You can play a game, You can navigate that fan fic website and try to read one if u can, U can write a poem, You can text a friend, you can try to mentally focus on the consequances on doing it, and thinking about why u wanna live instead, you can try helplines.
The excersize ill leave here too in case u wanna do it again, Literally just focusing on what emotion ur mainly feeling then writing/thinking, five reasons why that emotion is nagging u and why u wanna do yk
Breathing stuff, u can try to do control breaths, in 123 out 123, You can breath in for 4 hold it for 3 breath out for 4, you can try to do the 54321 where u focus on what are five colors you see, four things you hear etc etc
Hope this helps you, and remember its ok to ask for help and don't worry about worrying ppl bc if its a real one they won't care they just want you to be safe and ok and thats why they worry
@Macylou82 this is so sweet omg 😭🤍
I did feel better last night albeit so exhausted i fell asleep in seconds xD im okay rn 🤍
I will save this to my mail (another trick to hide stuff from mom lol) thank you so much
And thank you for being a real one 🤍 the heart emoji does not convey enough of my gratitude but you get it 😔
@unassumingEyes good im glad u got to sleep quickly, how's your headache? Are u drinking enough water? my turn to be the mother hen lol
lol strict parents raise sneaky kids. And fr its np
Nah I get it and ofc, if im ever online when u need me ill be there faster then u can snap, or if u ever just wanna rant u can do that too.
@Macylou82 always here for you eyes ❤️
@Macylou82 heads better. Water is constantly evading my sight and mind oops 😔😔
Thank you, again and again and again. I really appreciate it. I dont want to burden you- ever- but it is nice to know youre there anyways. So thank you for mother henning me when i needed it 🤍
@unassumingEyes eyesss u need to stay hydrated! glad ur head is better but can u drink another cup? imagine im drinking with u fr
Never a burden u are not allowed to utter those lies ever ever again, do u hear me? do u hear me, lies complete and underly lies. if u were being a burden would I have made u that list? would I be offering to be here for u? And hey im just repaying it u mother hen me (its nice to know u care fr I like it) so it was due for me to do the same lol.
@Macylou82 well, in that case... i mother hen you, you mother hen me, we both stay hydrated and we dont see each other as burdens (you cld never be a burden but just for the record xD) Deal?
@unassumingEyes lol sounds like a good deal to me
@Macylou82 *virtual handshake* 🤝🤝